s i've said, i didn't go 4 chem extra lesson today.. so i guess kavii was a bit upset.. well, i tot of telling her abt yesterday.. but i dun want her to tink dat we wanted to haf fun w/o her.. n true enouf, she found out sumhow.. from jon cos when he called me early in the morning, my mum ans-ed the call n didn't noe dat jon had his loudspeaker on.. but 1 ting i cudn't take it dat morning was dat she was rude to my mum.. haiz.. dun wanna elaborate further abt dat.. it juz bring more.. pain?.. anger?.. i dunno...

yeah, it's not says b'day yet.. but he's juz celebrating it in advance alongside wit his bro's b'day.. it was an ok day lar.. quite fun.. from all those photo taking session.. (those who went wud noe wat i mean) *winkz winkz* cos kavii didn't reli talked to me.. n when i talk to zahh, she didn't talk to zahh also.. pity zahh.. bcos of me, kavii didn't reli talk to her juz now.. then i dunno wat happened.. sumting went on between abg, zahh n kavii.. well, at least dat's wat i tink.. or shud i say.. it's wat i felt?.. haiz.. i dunno..

after goin to says b'day party, shaf suggested goin to west coast park.. so we went.. my mum, bro, zahh, shaf, jia qing, wee hin, rui qing, keng lun, daph, sebastian n me.. well, shaf cud see dat i was a bit disturbed n uneasy.. well, yeah.. i was disturbed.. a bit.. bcos of the sudden secrecy between the 3 dat i mentioned juz now.. of cos, i won't reli probe zahh or anybody into telling me.. kinda realise dat it wasn't my business to noe.. haa.. but anw, we kinda sat at on top of the pyramid web there.. hmm.. let me recall.. the last time i sat on top of it was wit abg.. but of ocs.. dat was.. let's see.. 3 yrs back?.. yeah, sumwhere ard there.. after daph n sebastian went home, cos their parents fetch them, n the rest went home too, we sent zahh to the roadside to take a cab home.. again.. i cud see dat she wasn't too happy n disturbed n uneasy n etc after she talked to abg.. didn't reli wanna make it worst 4 her.. then my mum, bro ,shaf n me went to the 7-11 at ginza.. i dunno y.. we had a lot to say to each other.. we crapped, especially shaf, s usual.. of cos, he didn't feel like goin home too.. well, me too actually.. lol :P.. finally, when police arrived to catch sum stupid mats who kinda relaxing there, we went home.. it's oredy 1+ oredy.. n im sleepy now too.. so, dat's abt today's event...

hahax.. yeah, i didn't go to skul today.. was suppose to haf a chem test n oral.. but had gastric instead.. so no choice, gtg polyclinic n take MC...

was smsing kavii n zahh.. cos didn't noe who's my invigilator is.. hahax.. yeah, my phone was wit me cos i HAD to ask them.. but i dunno y.. kavii tot i planned wit zahh not to take the oral cos zahh had to go 4 softball match.. well, of cos i didn't noe dat.. well, actually i do.. but i 4got.. n i didn't expect kavii to tink like dat.. wat made her tink so.. i dunno.. but i brushed those tots aside...

so at nite.. needed to plan 4 zahh's b'day.. i tot dat kavii wud b alrite after the sms incident.. but when i told her the plans, she said i was crazy n dat i shud juz pretend dat she do not exist n haf fun with zahh alone!.. i was shocked!!.. like.. duh!.. i noe dat we'll haf fun.. dat was the main reason y i told n planned it wit her.. i want all of us to haf fun together!.. for the past few months, we've been having fun together.. so i juz dunno wat i did to actually make her angry or anyting like dat.. i mean.. i neva did once even tink abt having fun wit zahh w/o her.. it's juz so weird n funny now dat she's saying stuffs like tis.. well, i kinda sms-ed zahh's mum.. to ask if zahh cud come home late on her b'day cos my mum n me wanna kidnap her to celebrate her b'day.. but it's a pity dat they haf their own plans.. well, of cos i expected dat actually.. so, yeah.. it didn't came s a big disappointment.. n now, im still tinking y kavii said all dat.. n y she's like so angry wit me today...



TINKING...



TINKING...



*yawns*



*dozes off*

yeah, went present hunting today.. bcos zah's, says's n daph's b'day r coming.. we chipped in 4 their b'day presents but oni a few went to go hunt 4 them (present's i mean)... at 1st, we went to Queensway to buy a jersey 4 says.. but too bad 4 him, there's sumting dat we can't do wit the jersey.. so, yeah.. we dropped the idea of buying the jersey for him.. next, we went to JP to buy sum presents 4 zahh.. well, i noe dat it was a bit of a last min ting.. but who cares.. as long as we cud save up 4 the b'day present, dat's all worth it.. n we got juz the right present 4 her..*grins* at JP too, jon n shaf found a watch 4 says.. so, double the joy!.. of finally finding it.. as usual.. we talked, crapped n evryting..

well.. in JP, tot i cud meet him 4 a while.. cos he said he was goin there too.. but hey, kinda drop dat idea.. or sort of.. cos i dun tink he wanna see me either.. cos he said he saw me, but i didn't turn ard when he called.. wat can i say.. didn't hear any1 callin me tho.. neither did the rest.. haiz.. nvm.. tings haf always been tis way anw...

Noting much reli happen in skul juz now.. but went to wcp wit my mum, bro, kor, kavi, jon n shaf.. but b4 dat we went to sunset way to.. hmm.. shan't elaborate on dat.. n i juz realise dat prices of sum stuffs r goin up.. n it's not fair.. lol.. kavii shud noe wat i mean.. anw, overall, was an ok day lar 4 me.. so, noting much to write..

yeah, my life's been like tis.. BORING.. since dunno when.. it doesn't reli matter actually.. i juz hope dat tings will juz pass n get beta.. dat's wat daph n jon always say.. but oni hoping doesn't help...

hey!.. 1st day of term 2!.. hahax.. wasn't looking forward to tis term though cos i noe it'll b more stressful.. more w/s, more hmw, more VAPs.. wat the hell.. but no choice u c.. cos my 'o' is tis yr...

anw, noting reli happened in skul today.. but there will b change in timetable.. which means 1 more MT n science period.. so after skul, well, suppose to haf malay dance.. but i didn't go cos wanna go to harbourfront to buy presents 4 daph.. went there wit zahh, my bro, shafiq, jon n my godbro (says) ...

had the craziest time there.. it was a pity kavii wasn't there.. zahh was a total humour.. a source of laughter to b exact.. (sorie zahh!..) so yeah.. was in the bus, jokin n crappin.. guess my bro went all crazy also.. we went to mc 1st to eat.. n guess wat.. met jon's bapok colleague.. hahax.. he's so dump.. then zahh n i made so much trouble for the chinese guy, who's counter we went to.. 4 no apparent reason actually.. a bit of confusion there.. then went ard to gift shops.. had quite a hard time to select the appropriate presents 4 her.. hmm.. sumhow shafiq's ex-colleague tot i like him.. eewww!.. so prasaan!.. after buying evryting, went to buy hot fudge sundae n ate it near the harbour.. dat's when tings started to get.. hmm.. wat shud i say.. funny?.. weird?.. wacky??.. lol... says took zahh's phone.. then it nearly drop into the sea.. then a few mins after dat, zahh tried to get it back from says.. so they were fighting over it.. then there was a call.. guess wat says did??.. it was dumb!.. he opened n closed it!.. he didn't realise dat he had juz rejected the call.. lol :p then zahh stumbled on the floor n practically laid on the floor.. all of us were laughing like crazy.. even says, who was in a bad mood cos he's oredy tired.. so we went to take 143 home.. zahh took 100... after says got off the bus, he straightaway went home.. so shafiq, my bro n i went to ginza mc, eat 4 awhile.. then discussed abt b'days.. shan't elaborate on dat... so went home wit my bro...

juz when we walked into the hse, my dad started babbling.. arghh!.. nag, nag, nag oni... well, juz bcos we went to harbourfront 1st w/o asking 4 his permission.. n he went on saying abt lettin me haf my freedom n evryting.. wat kind of freedom do i get when my mum come to skul evryday to fetch me like im a bloody child??.. n uses my bro s an excuse!.. wat the hell man.. n wat kind of freedom is dat when i dun even haf my own privacy??.. they read my msgs, n "helped" me delete them.. they wanna see who im chatting wit.. they even wanna noe wat im bloggin!.. arghh!!.. i can't take tis anymore.. i will go crazy if tis carries on!...

im gonna get myself a hi-card.. so daph, if u're readin tis, PLZ3 search 4 ur phone.. i can't stand it anymore.. all fun came to a very frustrrated end.. wat the hell....



*mutters under breath*

Hey ppl... finally changed my blog's html.. the old 1's no longer safe.. cos i tink sumhow my mum figured out my webbie.. hahax.. so kavii.. u can stop pestering me to change it.. so those who haf been here, dun leak out my webbie to any1.. any1 who has it wud b wit my permission.. cos currently, i dun wanna tell anybody abt tis...

so.. yeah.. dat's abt it.. there's noting much to update anyway.. anw, skul's starting tmr...