Everytime... Every single time!
And the only safe place that i can cry my eyes out..
Is when im alone in my room...
And in syg's presence....
When i look at others...
Go out as one HAPPY family...
I get jealous.. Very jealous.. Really...
When i look at ppl's frenster photo albums...
Taken with family or siblings...
They all look very happy...
Mine's once upon a time...
5:16 PM
I actually had a lot in mind to blog abt..
But it had all disappeared..
I hate this when this happens..
I'll try remembering it all n blog again tonight or something...
Sometimes i think im becoming worst, yet again..
It's just like...
When i was what i am, in 2006..
Then, it was bcos of another thing..
But now.. I think it's another thing...
Sometimes i really wish things will get better...
Really... Soonn will help... A LOT.....
Because i dunno how long more i'll be able to tolerate this...
It's tiring...
And i really feel like giving up...
It is all very tiring...
Tired of evrything....
6:18 PM
But it's not as if it's something we can avoid...
You have to be all the way in Brunei and im stuck here...
Waiting for u to be back...
Happy 5th Monthsary Baby...
12:14 AM
I miss u very much...
431+hrs more to go til i get to see u again...
To be with u again...
Come back safely...
And rest assured...
I'll fetch u from the airport when u come back...
Even tho it's 5am in the morning...
I Love You Baby....
12:33 AM
I cant believe it's so soon..
If only you dun have to go..
If only we had more days together...
I'll be missing you like crazy...
That's something for sure...
1:53 PM
