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Thursday, August 14, 2008

|| Something Out Of The Blue... ||

I was listening to my CDs at home..
And I came across Blink 182's album..
Then I realise how much I miss listening to them..
How much I miss listening to Punk Rock..
And all those alternative rock, emo rock, etcs...

Random, I know..
But this song says it all..
For those of you who cant understand..
It's ok...





Stay Together For The Kids



It's hard to wake up

When the shades have been pulled shut

This house is haunted

It's so pathethic

It makes no sense at all

I'm ripe with things to say

The words rot and fall away

What stupid poem could fix this home

I'd read it every day



So here's your holiday

Hope you enjoy this time

You gave it all away

It was mine

So when you're dead and gone

Well you, you'll never guess my twenty years now lost

It's not right



Their anger hurts my ear

Been burnin' strong for seven years

Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them

It makes no sense at all

I see them everyday

We get along, so why can't they?

If this is what he wants,

and this is what she wants

Then why there's so much pain?



So here's your holiday

Hope you, enjoy this time

You gave it all away

It was mine

So when you're dead and gone

Well you, you'll never guess my twenty years now lost

It's not right

It's not right

It's not right

It's not right

It's not right





11:41 AM


Sunday, August 10, 2008

|| Singapore Flyer Anyone...? ||

Tickets to board the Singapore Flyer @ $10..
Excited?.. We were..
The best part..
The view from up there..
One word..
Awesome..
It was equally nice, daytime and nighttime..
Daytime, u can see the buildings and stuffs..
Nighttime, u can see the many2 lights from various buildings....

It was simply breathe-taking..
Just like the time when I was staying over at Swissotel with Zahh, Fiq and Jonathan..
The view from the 44th Storey balcony..
I felt peaceful than ever..
The only difference being on top of the Singapore Flyer and at the balcony of the hotel is that..
On the Singapore Flyer, we're being confined in the capsule..
And at the balcony of the hotel, we're free to feel the wind....


Zahh syg........
Bile lagi nak stay over at the same hotel?...
Enjoying the view while blasting the radio and eating potato chips and chocs...
It was a very memorable day with u..
And with the rest..
I miss the times we spent together..
I Miss You Dear Sister....


Here are some pics that we took....






Dear you,
I can't believe that you have to go out field..
To Tekong..
For 10 freaking days..
That's really, really long..
And hell, I sure am gonna miss you..
Like crazy.....





.... Seriously...
... 10 days is very long...
... & I'm seriously gonna miss you baby...
... Damn National Service....


10:37 PM


Thursday, August 07, 2008

|| I'll Drift Away Quietly.... ||

To whom it may concern,

U dunno what it feels like..
U dun and u won't understand..
Cos u're not me..
And u dont think that it's much of a big deal..
Maybe it's not a big deal to u..
But to me..
It is very much a big deal...
But it's ok..
I know that it's partly my fault, I admit it..
And I'll take the blame for that...
It's ok if u cant understand..
Why I'm not in campus most of the time..
Though I wished that u would..
Cos u're my bestfriend...

And I didnt know that by having a bf/gf..
Means that bestfriends have to drift apart..
That thought didnt even occur to me..
And I dont know what makes u think that way..
Because he totally understands our friendship..
And the way it works between us..
My having a bf doesnt mean that anything between us have to change..
I hope u understand that by now..
But more than I'd like to think..
I know that things wont be the same again...


11:58 PM


Saturday, August 02, 2008

|| Relieved.... ||

School....
Angry as I was at SOMEONE..
For forgetting to inform me of something important..
I've solved it.. Thank god..
(But Im still pissed at YOU tau!.. Hmph!)
Managed to complete my EDA assignments for chapters 6 & 7..
Managed to CONVINCED the lecturers to let me re-take my lab test..
Yesterday... Somehow...
Will be re-taking my Cost Accounting's common test next Wed..
Hopefully it'll be easy like the 1st common test...

Bike license....
Thankfully Im at my 3.02 already..
Though I failed once yesterday, I won't be giving up..
I've come to a conclusion..
That no 2 gd things can happen in one day..
Unless, of course, it's your lucky day...

Job wise...
Quitted swensen's already..
Went for an interview at Millenia Walk's starbucks last Tues..
Just got a reply from the manager there..
Yesssa!.. I got the job!
But will only be informed when Im gonna be sent for training by Mon..
Special thx to Mansur and your friend, Indah..
I owe u guys.. =)
Apart from that, Im waiting for my godsis que, for an interview..
Yes, another job.. At starhub...
With 6 months contract...
I don't mind.. I need the money anw...

So for my upcoming schedules...
Im gonna be busy, busy, busy...
Mon to Wed, have to help out on an event for MUA..
On Wed itself..
Morning onwards..
Bike prac.. Same sub again..
After which is my RTP..
Followed by my RTE..
Then I'll book my RTT...
And then I have to rush to campus to take my CA CT...
Then the help out for event..
After that, I think I'll have to start studying already...
If not, I'll sure-fail most of my modules..
And no, I don't want that to happen..
Though I think I deserve it if I do fail in the end...
But hey.. Planning to start studying is a start right....?




Dear you,

I didn't know how we've come to that..
But, Im so glad to have talked things out..
I wouldn't have brought up the topic if it was possible..
But then again, talking abt it really did helped..
Im feeling a whole lot better..
And I know that you are too..
Now that things are back to normal... =)

On my sudden decision to work..
Possibly, 2 jobs at once..
Im really sorry..
Yes, we'll have lesser time to meet each other..
Much as I don't want to, I need to..
You know why..
And I know you'll understand..
But nevertheless, no matter what..
I'll make time for us to meet and spend time together..
Calls and smses, like always..
This, I promise...

Don't be sad ok syg...





.... With each day passing by...
.... I love you more and more...
.... My feelings for you are still the same...
.... And it'll take a lot to change that....


10:14 PM


|| The GurL ||

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|| Widuri ||
|| Gemini ||
|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

|| Loves ||

|| MY SAYANG ||
|| KemRa ||
|| Music ||
|| Sweets ||
|| Chilling ||
|| Chocolates ||
|| Ice Creams ||
|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
|| Nonsensical & Immature Person ||

|| Wishes For ||

|| Bike License ||
|| Car License ||
|| Advanced Diving License ||
|| Estee Lauder - Pleasures ||
|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
|| More Happy Days Ahead ||

|| Speak Up ||



|| My Current Emotion ||



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