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Thursday, February 28, 2008

|| Unsure... ||




I Think I'm Moving...




.... But I Go Nowhere.....




... n the ppl ard me..
... juz makes it..
... so much harder...


11:49 PM



|| Exams Are Over! ||

As u all already noe..
maths paper was crap..
while i prayed hard dat the next 2 papers wud b alrite..
i studied harder for them..
i studied EC like crazy a day before the exams..
n then the paper turned out quite easy..
confident as i was to fail DE..
after studying for it..
the paper turned out to b quite easy as well..
it was do-able for me..
or so.. i tink.. heh
insyaallah...

so.. gd for me, for actually making the effort to go study..
tho most of the time i wasnt reli in the mood to..
but MOST importantly..
Credits goes to my frens, Zainab, Saiful N Razis...

I thank u guys:
For caring for me..
For caring for my grades..
For having those study groups..
For pushing me towards studying..
For forcing me to go n study wit u guys..
For encouraging me evrytime i feel like giving up..
For being there when i needed u guys when i was helpless..
For being the most understanding of frens dat i cud ever have..
Last but not least.. Thx For Being My FRENS.. I LUV U Guys... =)


12:51 AM


Friday, February 22, 2008

|| A Visit To Today's Horoscope.... ||

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line

More than ever before, letting things go today will make you feel good and proud.

In Detail
More than on any other single day in your recent past, letting things go today will make you feel oh-so-good. This is a great day to lighten your emotional load and say farewell to grudges, anger and control issues. Step back from all the decision-making responsibilities you have held onto for so long -- let someone else make the plans and do the worrying! While you're at it, forgive that friend who keeps messing things up. They're doing their best, and they'll be coming around soon enough.


n soo.. i haf..
actually.. i haf no idea y i posted tis today..
may be bcos im bored..
or.. i dunno.. i juz felt like posting tis in... =)


3:57 PM


Tuesday, February 19, 2008

|| Math Paper... ||


Was total CRAP!


oh wells..
noting can change anyting now anw..
so anw, thx for tryna get me a calculator Dba..
but im so sorie.. i din noe how to use the 1 u brought for me.. =s
so after i finished the paper, which was ard 5.20pm, i went out n gave the calculator back to Kai (thx.. n thk Hanim for me)..
then met the rest after 10-30mins of waiting for them..
they went on babbling n debating n quarelling abt the sums n the ans to it..
it's over u guys..
wat's done is done.. sheesh...

so we all had to get our minds of the bloody paper..
n since evry1 (the usual + Fazdli) wanted to eat, we went to causeway's banquet..
after eating n talking.. n still goin on abt the math paper..
we decided to walk ard for awhile..
after which.. Faz n i wanted to get our Frappes at Starbucks..
so we went to Civics..
n then we all, Zai, Sai, Zis n me, come to noe dat our dear FAZ..
dunno how to deposit money to account..
hahaha!.. sorie Faz.. juz needed to mention dat.. =P
so after dat, Zai freaked out cos of sumbody she saw at Starbucks..
but we finally persuade her dat it's gonna b ok..
so then we found a spot..
saw kak Dillah n her bf there..
hope he gets better soon uh..
then initially Faz wanted to get mocha frappe..
but sumhow he changed his mind..
cos he wanted to try Java Chip Frappe..
so we ended up sharing..
we sat there for abt..
hmm.. let's see.. more than 2 hrs?..
i tink uh.. cant rmmbr..
we were talking.. n laughing..
n then the planning on where to study n all..
n finally.. went home..
so now im at home.. tinking..
if i reli wanna join them tmr... hmmmmm.....

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so next ting is...
i juz DUN understand y SUM ppl..
CAN'T stand seeing others HAPPY..
i juz DUN understand y SUM ppl tink dat they're so important n USEFUL for other ppl to take ADVANTAGE n USE them..
no offense uh.. but reli..
GO GET A LIFE ALREADY..
SUM ppl always tink there's sumting wrong wit evryone else..
but haf they EVER stopped n TINK for a second, or mayb a minute or so..
dat THEY'RE the ones who's NOT RITE?
I GUESS NOT...
so there's these SUM other ppl who DUN listen to both sides of the STORY n BLINDY BELIEVE watever the other party says/tells..
like OMG, r u ppl dumb??
PLZ get the FACTS RITE 1ST before u ppl actually give the STUPID FACE N LOOK to the ones who are IN FACT, INNOCENT....
I FEEL SO SORIE for u ppl, who cant SEE the TRUTH.....

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... im sorie but actully...
...i never reli told u guys tis...
... dat actually...
...im kinda prepared...


11:47 PM


Monday, February 18, 2008

|| Home Alone... ||

i woke up tis morning..
checked my hp..
stared at the ceiling..
laze in bed for awhile..
before realising dat i was at home alone..
so i tot i felt hungry..
i got up n evryting, before i cooked maggi for myself..
halfway thru eating..
i felt full..
but i still sumhow finished it anw..
watched tv for a while..
changed from channel to channel..
from MTV, to HBO, to nick, to disney, to cartoon network..
n then i juz had to shut it off..
was on the lappy..
blogged for awhile while listening to songs..
n then im bored again...

i din noe dat it cud b dead boring to b at home alone..
bcos i've always liked to b home alone..
but anws..
i noe i nid to at least get out..
my younger bro juz reached home..
so i tink im gonna get dressed..
n go out for a while...


6:04 PM


Sunday, February 17, 2008

|| Sumting's Wrong... ||

i was out studying wit the usual ppl..
Razis, Zainab n Saiful..
but i wasnt reli studying..
ok.. i wasnt studying at all..
i was listening to music on my hp (my mp3 died on mon)..
at the same time reading a book..
weird ting is.. i was reading.. i noe i was..
but i din reli noe or even absorbing wat i was reading..
there's sumting wrong.. n i noe it..
haiz.. but ting is..
i dunno wat is wrong..
there's too many tings dat r wrong..
mayb it's all these tings happening ard me dat i pretend dat it's not happening..
or mayb... it's juz me....

i hafta get myself to study..
i noe i have to..
sorie Zai n Razis..
i noe im worrying u guys..
but dun worry..
i'll pull myself together back..
in time for the exams...

juz got back from work..
Abg Paul sent me home..
n surprisingly, im not dat tired..
covered Iza, cos she was on MC n then there were short of staffs..
i nid to go to sleep..
cos there's religious class tmr early in the morning...


2:49 AM


Thursday, February 14, 2008

|| V Day... ||

so i dun celebrate tis day on the calendar..
dun ask me the reason y.. i just dun..
so apologies to the 2 guys whom i turned down..
bkn tk sudi... juz... not on tis day...

so usually evry yr on tis day..
i'll most likely b at home.. or working..
but tis yr..
i met up wit my dear pri sch gurl fren, Nadhirah aka B1.. =)
we haven reli been in contact dat much..
so since she dun celebrate tis day as well..
we decide to go out..
i wanted to go study for a bit wit Zai, Saiful n Razis..
sorie guys cos i had to run sum errands for my mum..
i was even late meeting Dhirah... =S

went to far east plaza to get sumting..
after which, we made our way to suntec..
bought yami yogurt, n her pretzels or sumting..
then we walked slowly to one fullerton..
decided to sit at Starbuck's..
we sat outside, enjoying the breeze, while talking n catching up..
there was a lot to talk abt..
n a lot to laugh abt..
after a while.. i crave for a Java Chip Frappe..
actually.. i did had Java Chip Frappe the day before..
but heck.. it's addictive.. =)
so we went in n got ourselves a Java Chip Frappe n a bananarama muffin or sumting..
n shucks!.. i was all blur in front at the cashier..
i knew i shud haf let Dhirah ordered for us instead.. lol
but anws..
we decided to make it our next hang out place.. heh *hints to dhirah*

oh anws..
we were planning for another date..
from wat to wear n when, etc..
haha.. deciding the date was the hardest..
cos she's always bz.. heh
the only ting i'll b bz wit after exams wud b work..
so yeah.. the date has to b ok wit her..
we promised each other to keep in touch thru watever means possible..
n dat after my exams..
it'll b hang out time.. =)
so im looking forward to 3rd march..
at the same time.. hoping there'll b no change of plans...


11:52 PM


Wednesday, February 13, 2008

|| I Tink... ||







I Messed Up....




... Plz Dun Let It Be Bcos Of Me....


10:21 PM


Sunday, February 03, 2008

|| Sum1 Plz Tell Me.... ||





I dunno which is worst....





[1] That he already noes...

OR

[2] That he doesn't react...


... i can feel the pressure...
... n it's kinda torturing me....


10:01 PM


|| The GurL ||

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|| Widuri ||
|| Gemini ||
|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

|| Loves ||

|| MY SAYANG ||
|| KemRa ||
|| Music ||
|| Sweets ||
|| Chilling ||
|| Chocolates ||
|| Ice Creams ||
|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
|| Nonsensical & Immature Person ||

|| Wishes For ||

|| Bike License ||
|| Car License ||
|| Advanced Diving License ||
|| Estee Lauder - Pleasures ||
|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
|| More Happy Days Ahead ||

|| Speak Up ||



|| My Current Emotion ||



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|| Credits ||

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