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Sunday, September 23, 2007

|| Sat Working Madness... ||

u noe..
there's a reason y i chose to work morning shifts since fasting month started..
it's bcos.. i dun wanna break fast wit the store's staff food..
i wanna b back home, breaking fast wit my family..
wit the food dat my mum cooked..
way better n tasty...

n so.. i had to replace sum guy who cudnt come to work n they're shorthanded..
tho i hated the tot of working during fasting month, night shift n on a sat at dat, i still agreed to help out..
juz as i tot.. it was freaking pathetic..
the food was, of cos, not dat tasty, but i thank god for it..
n we're suppose to take not more than 15 mins..
i mean like.. wth.. how can any1 eat within 15mins..
cant even eat peacefully..
but of cos.. i took more than 15mins..
but pity hakim.. so eat a bit faster than usual oso..
then after work.. tired like hell..
non-stop working.. i was in a not-so-gd mood...
so as soon as i reach home.. i crashed onto my bed..
now blogging tis..
n now.. im gonna go haf my nice sleep...


12:27 AM


Thursday, September 20, 2007

|| 1st Trip To Bazaar Geylang... ||

Went to geylang juz now..
Buke there..
It wasn’t crowded.. thk god..
So my family n I cud take a look at all the clothes without rushing..
But of cos.. we din really comb the entire place..
There wasn’t enouf time..
We juz briefly strolled thru til joo chiat complex..
But b4 dat, I oredy got my eyes set on a.. hmm.. I dunno wat to call that..
It’s not a baju kurung, nor kebaya..
It’s like a jarang ¾ baju wit another baju in it wit kain songket..
It was brown in colour and very nice..
My mum liked it too.. but we haven really showed it to my dad..
N after we finished walking round joo chiat, it was oredy 10+pm, so there wasn’t enouf time to show my dad..
But we ate a lot.. ok.. my bros to b exact..
All I needed was water and more water.. hehe..
Im not much of an eater..
So we made our way back home.. and here I am.. posting tis..
I gtg sleep now.. cos I’ll b working at 11 in the morning tmr…


11:54 PM


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

|| Semester's Results... ||

Guess wat, guess wat??
I managed to pass all my modules!!!..
Haha.. ok ok.. I hafta admit that my results weren’t gd AT ALL..
But hey.. at least I cleared all modules..
Which oso means that I wun hafta repeat any modules n extent another half a yr in poly to graduate…

Apart from tis, im glad dat the rest of my frens who r taking the same course, tho diff classes, had done very/quite well for their sem exams..
N oso my other frens, those who r not taking the same course as me..
Congrats to all..
Even so.. sum din make it..
To hadi n choon hoe..
Im really sad that we wun b seeing u guys in the same class next sem..
But I really hope we’ll all keep in touch..
To iskandar..
Im glad u did well too..
But the tot dat we’ll all wun b seeing u next sem..
is oso very sad.. =(
Keep in touch tau!..
Nudge me on msn, random IM me, all ur lame jokes and advices..
I wun forget them.. thk u very much.. =)


11:25 PM


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

|| Challenges... ||

The 6th day at work wasn’t dat easy as I tot..
Furthermore, im working in the F&B industry..
It’s much of a challenge..
The smell.. The sight of food..
Tsk tsk.. is enouf to make sum1 neglect the muslims’ duty to fast..
But lucky for me.. I cud stand these challenges..
Juz dat these few days I feel really weak, n tired..
Well.. that’s juz the signs of sum1 who’s reli fasting..
N at work.. it’s really quitevery boring these days..
There’s not much tings to do as there’s lesser customers than usual..
I guess it’s bcos most ppl r fasting..
The area dat my outlet is located at is surrounded by many muslims workers..
So, yeah…

Well.. moving on..
Tmr’s the release of the semester’s result..
Im having mixed feelings..
I dunno if I shud b happy or.. err.. scared?..
I mean.. im not sure if I managed to pass all the modules..
I haven really been performing of cos.. dat’s y…
Well.. we’ll juz wait and see tmr..
Hopefully.. I manage to pass all modules at least..
Even if my gpa sux...


11:22 PM


Saturday, September 15, 2007

|| Happy B'day Abg Fad!... ||

My mum invited abg Fad to our hse to celebrate his bday..
but we pretended dat we forgot it was his bday today..
but i dun tink he's dat dumb abt it.. hee..
so he came wit a fren.. like evry other time..
whom we dunno..
so intro-ed us to his new fren..
i tot he was almost the same age as abg..
but it din reli matter.. cos i still tink he's cute..
n i finally got my chocs.. as promised.. =)

while eating, abg started telling my mum n me abt wat's been goin on in his life..
n i tink it's reli sad..
wateva he tell me n stuffs..
it's like.. the both of us.. always in the same kind of situation..
n he always ditched by his gfs..
y oh y r the gurls blind?.. i wonder..
abg is 1 of the guy a gurl wud want for a bf...

but anw.. my bro did sumting reli embarrassing..
i went to my room n commented to my cuzzie dat i reli tink the guy's cute..
my bro heard it n then he went out n told the guy tis..
"my sister tinks u r very cute.. the 1 who's been sitting outside.. dat 1.."
i was soo embarrassed lar!!..
so straight forward seh..
i cudnt look at him for the rest of the time he was at my hse.. =S


11:03 PM


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

|| Work, work, work.... ||

Have been bz working..
sorie for not updating for a very very long time..
finally comes the day..
where all the muslims will start fasting (which is tmr, 1st day)..
to me.. tis is the best time of the yr..
where all ur food cravings will b fulfilled.. by ur mother..
haha.. *oooppss*
ok ok.. dat's not the only reason..
it's bcos it's the oni month where ppl will start to appreciate food...

To all muslims...
SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH PUASA..
insyaallah....


11:17 PM


Sunday, September 09, 2007

|| Outing Wit Pri Sch Frens... ||

Holidays r the best time to catch up n meet one another..
wit family.. n frens..
so i went out wit my frens juz now..
pri sch fren to b exact..
mayb not all of them.. but it was still ok..
bcos rite now.. many r bz wit skul work..
many of my frens r taking their Os tis yr..
ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF U..
n many too r working currently...

Met Indra under his blk, then Syafiq at clementi mrt station..
we went to buy the movie tix 1st..
then meet up wit Raudhah at raffles..
then we were all hungry cos all of us haven eaten yet..
after much discussion.. guess where we went to eat.......
SWENSEN'S!!!.. lol.. at marina square..
wat can i say.. both In n Rau juz got their pay..
so they pay most of it.. heheh
after eating.. which we took our own sweet time, eating n talking n laughing away..
the movie was abt to start soon, so we made our way back there..
we were all excited to watch it..
evan almighty was sooo... funny?..
but it's reli worth watching.. not a waste of money...

after the show ended, it was abt 9pm..
so we called Hasri since he said dat he wanna hang out wit us after his job orientation..
we made our way slowly to esplanade.. n wat a nice timing, as soon s we were there for abt 5mins, he reached..
so we sat ard for awhile, crapped, 'NASIHAT'2 kan ppl walking n ard us..
then i saw yani n phupin n another 2 chinese gurls.. said hi, chatted for awhile n then he went off..
then we decided to walk ard a bit since it was quite warm ard there..
n off we went taking photos.. lots n lots of silly photos..
but sum turned out quite well i shud say.. =)
soo.. pics up for u guys...

Raudhah, Syafiq, Indra & me
Hasri, Fiq, In & me
In the underpass
Was juz posing randomly n tis is wat u get

Walking outta the underpass

Wat r they discussing?

N now Hasri's pissed.....

Free posing

Sit for awhile after the long walk n photo-taking along the way

At the end of the day....


11:57 PM


Saturday, September 08, 2007

|| Ratatouille.... ||

heyhey!!..
din go work.. yesterday n today..
bcos im sick..
but.....
bcos my mum wanted to treat us to a movie..
my sickness was gone.. for a while.. hehe

so.. we went to JP..
n watched Ratatouille!!..
it was a very nice movie..
very funny.. yet very sad at the same time..
teaching many abt the ups n downs of life n how life naturally is..
which in his case was, being a rat..
being a rat = dirty little creatures=pests..
oh wells.. i shan't ruin the movie for those of u who haven watched it yet..
but reli.. it's a must watch!!...


11:18 PM


Friday, September 07, 2007

|| A Night Out (Wednesday, September 05).... ||

Heyhey.. hmm
Din haf the time to post for Wednesday’s night out..
So here I m.. posting it…

so today.. after i woke up, i stayed at home, go on the com for awhile..
slack a bit cos been working lately so quite tired..
only yesterday(04/09) i worked from 12pm-11pm..
tiring like hell.. n it's the holidays..
it was so packed.. but no choice.. i nid the money!!..
but it was quite fun.. working wit Chin Hong, Wei Jie n JJ..
oh wells.. i made plans to go out wit Deniz.. n since he has no real plans for the day, he said ok...

so met him ard 6+pm.. at the entrance at exit B, in front of Penin..
he din tell me his fren was gonna come along.. but it was ok..
so sat there for awhile.. he intro-ed me to his fren n vice versa.. then decided on where to go..
since there were no real plans.. n so Deniz suggested chilling near the riverwalk.. n so we did..
walked n talked at the same time.. asked him abt skul n stuffs..
n how's evry1 doin back home n if daddy n mummy noes dat he's wit me..
talked while playing cards there.. took a pic..
then Deniz was hungry.. so we went to eat at LJS.. tho Allan was kinda sick of it.. haha
so we ate.. n then the table bside us.. they were talking abt the holy bible..
or was it more of discussing abt wat's in it from pages to pages n wat it means..
church close lar Deniz (inside joke)..
then after eating, we walked ard aimlessly while talking n crapping..
it was kinda fun talking to Allan.. tho most of the time he'll b quiet..
then wanted to go explanade.. but went to sit at the memorial instead..
so there, Allan lied down while talking to us.. we talked abt a lot of tings.. haha..
come to tink of it.. none actually related n linked to the sub b4...

then we decided to make our way home.. but i wanted to find the ATM 1st, while Deniz wanted a drink n Allan needed the toilet..
after which, we made our way to the bus stop.. walked a very long distance..
b4 finding the rite bus stop.. we missed 1 bus.. so waited for another, which was very long..
so while waiting.. took photos.. there were a lot of funny photos.. but i tink i'll juz post the best for today's photo-taking... heh

Taken at the riverwalk..

Tis was taken at the bus stop.. And I tot tis pic was kinda nice..

By the moonlight!
In case u r wondering.. I din edit tis pic.. It is originally like tis..

Me, Deniz & Allan

I haf no idea wat the both of them were looking at.. But tis was the nicest pic taken… lol =P


3:48 PM


Thursday, September 06, 2007

|| Random... ||

well.. i was viewing tis person's profiles n his comments..
when i suddenly came upon tis guy who commented..
tho i ripped it from there.. i tink dat..
it'll b useful for khairil..
so kai.. here's to u...

wat will u do if ur sad
but u juz cant share it
ur too lonely to voice it out
afraid that u'll lose them
juz want people to know u as happy person
n u wud end up sittin at one corner
all by urself
juz wishin miracles wud happen
but u still wish to go on
without knowin da word success
its like a blind faith
walking aimlessly in da dark
n ur showered by this hatred
loneliness,sadness n madness
ur tryin hard to resist it
but as time past
ur willingness fade away
ur absorbing da pain
n it push all ur happiness away
u start to feel da numbness
hoping dat the suffering will stop
n juz leave this world
but as the love life hurt u even more
ur still tryin to get a grip of urself
telling urself dat theres still someone who need u
my friend if ur feeling this way like i do. . .
remember that i'll always be there for u. . .
bye n take care..

haha.. ok.. so now..
to the guy who i ripped tis from..
if u ever chance upon tis blog n saw tis post..
IM SORIE...


10:58 PM


Monday, September 03, 2007

|| What Kind of Coffee Drink Are You? ||

Take this test at Tickle Your coffee drink is Smooth.

Easy does it. That's how you get through life. Not one to get caught up in silly dramas or frivolous gossip, you've got the grace and elegance to know what really matters. That's why your signature coffee drink is as smooth and refined as you are.

Calm, cool, and oh-so-collected, friends know they can come to you when they need a sympathetic ear and solid advice. You're a natural when it comes to making friends — and keeping them — since you're so trustworthy and real. With your confidence and composure, you can't help but be one smooth operator no matter what curveballs life throws you. And that's exactly what's going to take you to the top. Stay cool!

In life you can make your own decisions or let other people make those decisions for you. Being Above The Influence is about staying true to yourself, and not letting people pressure you into being less than you. So be yourself. Or be something less. It's your call.

What Kind of Coffee Drink Are You?

Brought to you by Tickle

PS: i dunno how true tis is... epecially the keeping frens part.. *shrugs*.. but 1 ting's for sure.. I LUV MY PRI SCH MATES...


12:40 AM


|| The GurL ||

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|| Widuri ||
|| Gemini ||
|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

|| Loves ||

|| MY SAYANG ||
|| KemRa ||
|| Music ||
|| Sweets ||
|| Chilling ||
|| Chocolates ||
|| Ice Creams ||
|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
|| Nonsensical & Immature Person ||

|| Wishes For ||

|| Bike License ||
|| Car License ||
|| Advanced Diving License ||
|| Estee Lauder - Pleasures ||
|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
|| More Happy Days Ahead ||

|| Speak Up ||



|| My Current Emotion ||



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|| Credits ||

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