Why does it feel like we do not have time for each other anymore?
Izit because of me?
That i've been too busy juggling sch and work?
Have i neglected u along the way?
Have i not made time for u?
Why do i feel like im far away from u when in fact, we meet almost evryday when we're both free?
Am i just being paranoid?



All i needed was for u to be there for 10 mins...
That's all it takes...
To make it all go away...
To make the whole day's mess back to normal...
I just needed to feel u...
That u're there for me the whole time...
Is that too much to ask for?
Am i asking too much?
Am i expecting too much?
Im not even prepared for u to go n leave me here in Singapore...
Not yet... Not now...
Not like this....

We were talking abt some stuffs in Mac when suddenly..
This Hafiz guy accidentally spilled a whole cup of HOT tea at his friend..
And of cos, the guy screamed like hell..
So Matin n i turned ard, saw what happened..
I smiled.. But Matin laughed..
Reason (according to him) was bcos i was smiling, that's y he laughed..
But that wasnt it..
Ard half an hr after that..
I wanted to drink my milo, bought from the breakfast meal..
So i reached out for my LARGE, UNDRANK milo..
And the drink slipped from my hand..
And so the whole drink spilled on my pants, n a bit on Matin's..
I was freaked out!
Bcos i still had lessons after that.. And it was only 11+am...

"Tu lah.. Ketawe kan org lagi.. Kan dah terkene sendiri.. Padan muka..."

I tried keeping my calm..
Even tho i know Hafiz and the grp of guys behind saw what happened..
Tried calling my gurlfrens..
1 in class, 1 din ans, 1 otw to campus..
Then called syg..
He calmed me a bit more..
Said he'll bring new tee for me..
So last resort, called Aidil..
Aidil was eating, so Farhan had to accompany me to Giordano to buy jeans..
Cost a freaking $35.10 after student disc..
But the jeans is nice..
So no regrets..
And this became the joke of the day...

So moral of the story..
What goes ard REALLY comes ard..
It's only a matter of time...
For me and Matin..
It took only abt half an hr... =P

Another interesting thing we found out..
Was on Jann's blog..
I cant believe Aidil's, Is's and Hadi's reaction after reading it..
Korg eh... Tak baik tau....


Congratu-fucking-lations ke pe?.. hehee....

Secondly...
Apologies for not updating for a very long time..
It's been abt a month n a half of no updates from me..
Been very busy with work and stuffs...

Apart from that...
So many things has happened so far..
I dun even know where to begin..
Let me try to remember what happened..
Since i left the last post on my blog...

My job...
So far, it's been gd..
Not very smooth due to difficult customers..
But it's still manageable..
I especially love my pay..
Finally, i feel like im being paid fairly for what i've worked for..
Oh oh.. Im now working at Starhub CSC..
Abt the Starbucks..
I declined the job..
Mainly bcos i was thinking abt the amount that i'll be paid...

Sch...
Umm.. Results weren't gd..
Failed 2 MAJOR modules..
But i guess that was expected..
And i deserved it anw..
But somehow..
I dont see myself bucking up or anything..
Why am i not surprised...
So my timetable's a bitch...
Why am i not surprised either....

Friends...
All's gd..
All is still the same..
But it seems that Razis..
Hmm... Shall not mention anything...

So i guess that's abt it...
My post is already quite long as it is now...