Dear sayang..
I knew that u made the decision impulsely..
I know that u still love me deeply, like how i still love u deeply..
No matter how much i keep on telling myself to jsut go ahead and move on..
It was almost impossible.. Bcos most of the time i was faking those smiles...
But all that has passed..
I've already forgiven you syg..
And now's a brand new chapter...


Putting all that aside..
I've made quite a number of new friends in the past few months..
Glad to have them in my life..
I also have a lunch buddy now.. *smiles widely*
Life is ok..
I can say that things are getting better..
Being back with boify really brings back motivation to do things..
Like i have always said, he's my motivation for evrything... =)
And being with the friends around me, the new friends made..
It's just not the same anymore..
And im very thankful to god for bringing these ppl into my life..

Work wise..
Stressss...
Yes, i do feel like leaving sometimes..
But i think that i wanna wait for the contract to end instead..
Experience purposes..
And then i'll try finding another job..
Possibly from the same place, but hired directly from the HR..
No more agents...
Starbucks is still my weekend job..
Of cos there's disagreements sometimes u know..
But i guess we all have to go thru that kinda thing..
I think Dhirah baby will agree with me on this...

Schling wise..
Im still thinking which part time diploma course that i wanna take..
There's a few choices for me to choose from..
But i'll take my time..
I need to save up for it anw...

I guess that's abt it..
Y'all shall wait for my nxt update then... =) Gd night ppl...