im back from my cycling wit azy.. oh.. wan was there too.. so we cycled.. then i was frustrated sum time then cos my pants kept getting into the chain.. n now there's a hole sumwhere at the bottom of my pants...

anw, i nearly forgot dat singapore idol starts today.. i only realise dat when my bro changed the channel.. n i watched it.. i hope u guys out there watched it too.. cos it's totally funny n stupid.. n sum was reli reli gd.. their voice r juz so nice.. sum reli nid fashion advice.. haha...

im guessing dat tmr, SI will b the hot topic in skul.. so.. we'll juz see.. for now...

yeah, didn't post for yesterday.. cos i returned home quite late.. well, woke up in the morning, like any other mornings.. ok, wait.. not reli actually.. cos i'll oni get to wake up late ard 12-1+pm on sats or on days dat i neva go to skul.. haha.. but anw, did practically noting dat afternoon.. felt like i was too tired to even go out lar.. suddenly my 'gd' mood came.. so i decided to clean the rest of my wardrobe.. pack all the unwanted clothes n stuffs to b either passed down to my bros or gif to my neighbour...

ard 7pm, went out to meet my godsis.. cos she wanted to bring me hunt for gd n nice smelling perfume.. so dat she can buy for me as a b'day present.. met her at lucky plaza (i tink).. tested a lot of nice smelling perfumes.. but in the end settled for gucci envy me.. oh oh.. n ya, i forgot to mention dat.. i've found the dior perfume dat i like!!.. it's a miniature.. but who cares s long s i got it.. it's sumting dat i've been looking for since dunno when.. n it's the last small bottle at dat shop, cos it's a limited edition.. so now i got a gucci envy me n a dior sumting sumting (i dunno wat's the name of the perfume but fion shud noe which 1 im talking abt).. i've found the estee lauder perfume too.. but of cos, im not so greedy to ask my godsis to buy me all.. will buy it next time or sumting.. when i finished using the perfumes.. so i guess all the perfumes r gonna b remove from my wishlist.. anw, after my godsis went to meet her bf, my mum n me decided to watch movie at cine.. cos she dying-ly wanted to watch poseidon since the day it's release into theatres.. so we watch the 10.40 movie, which finished at ard 12am.. i tot i saw albert n his fren in the theatre too.. but didn't call him, cos if it's not him than it'll b totally embarrassing lar.. we ate LJS 1st b4 goin home...

had a very nice time wit my mum yesterday.. my bro was kinda jealous cos he can't follow.. but guess he's ok abt it cos he went to sleep at the mosque wit his fren.. reason was there's a big walk tis morning so haf to wake up early.. so my dad allow.. cos its suppose to b sumting gd.. or sumting like dat.. oh well.. today, went for my religious class in the morning.. then came home.. now online.. then now im gonna go offline cos im gonna go cycling wit azy!!...

hey ppl.. i didn't post anyting abt yesterday.. well.. dat's basically cos there's noting much to update abt.. except dat my godsis gonna buy me a gucci envy perfume for my b'day!.. cos i overslept sumhow.. so i did not go to skul.. kinda cleaned up my wardrobe for clothes dat i can't wear n dunid anymore.. slept at ard 3+.. then came to skul tis morning.. nearly late, but wasn't.. in skul, didn't reli do much.. it feels gd to b back in skul after relaxing at home for 2 days.. then after skul, went to watch "over the hedge" wit zahh, kavii n yani.. nes n ian cudn't make it cos they had sumting on or sumting like dat.. we had a blast lar.. after watching the movie, went to eat at kfc.. n then yani was being a total.. hmm.. i dunno wat u call dat.. but he was juz being damn funny.. n weird.. so was zahh.. then unfortunately for me, on the way back.. i met sum ppl dat i dun reli want to.. ok, wait.. it's not dat i dun reli wanna meet them or anyting.. i miss 1 of them dearly actually.. but ting's haf changed now.. it's more complicated than eva.. umm.. kavii n zahh shud noe who im talking abt...

talking abt tis, i haf been tinking a lot abt it.. it seems dat fate is tryna bring us together n apart at the same time.. we had a crush on each other 3-4 yrs ago, w/o us even knowing it.. n both of us didn't noe where n how to find one another.. but dat's bside the point.. the last time i broke up, saw him at ginza mc wit his frens.. for 3 consecutive days.. but at dat point of time, he had a gf.. he saw me, n kinda remembered me (s he told me later on after he got my no.), but i guess, we both didn't haf the courage to go up to one of us to talk.. then, a month or 2 after dat meeting, i was attached.. n a month or 2 after i was attached, he broke up.. how irritating was dat??.. n all tis while, we hadn't talk to each other n didn't even noe each other.. but sumhow, last end of oct, he kinda got my no. from 1 of my old frens n started smsing me.. at 1st, i was quite happy.. but at the same time, sad.. cos im attached.. n i didn't wanna 2-time my bf (at dat time, yeah, he WAS my bf), even tho it's not reli literally.. but all we did was talked n got to noe each other more.. well, feelings grew between us.. but not to the point dat i'd call him my bf, cos i WAS attached.. when i realised dat i may neglect my bf, i started pulling myself away from him.. but in spite of all the tings dat i've been doing to get tings rite between my x-bf n me, i still lose out in the end.. now dat im single again, he's attached.. n it's only recently lar.. can u guys believe dat?.. i even saw him wit his gf.. guess guys reli change their mind faster than we gurls tot.. n basically, they juz dun haf the patient to wait.. but reli, i can't blame him, can i?.. i mean, he can't wait til dunno when for me.. in a way, im kinda happy for him.. s long s he luvs dat gurl, n she makes him happy...

but anw, apart from tis, there's sumting else dat im uncomfortable wit.. or basically, juz doesn't feel rite anymore.. yeah, i did say dat i had a lot of fun wit them (kavii n zahh) juz now after the movie.. but sumting juz feel outta place.. it's like.. the bond dat we used to haf between us, is fading.. it's missing sumhow.. i dunno if they noticed dat.. bcos i do.. n i felt it.. like, long ago.. even wit jon.. i dunno y.. mayb it's juz me.. but my feelings, intuition n instincts tells me dat, im not faking it.. n they neva fail to tell me the rite tings.. i mean, the tings dat im feeling rite now when im wit my dearest frens, juz doesn't seem rite.. not at all.. it's totally diff from wat i felt last time when we were reli reli close together.. it's almost the same s wat sebast always mention on his blog.. the oni diff between my situation n his is dat i dun feel outta place or anyting.. but it's juz tis feelings deep inside.. i dunno how to describe it.. n im not making any accusations or anyting.. i hope u guys out there won't misunderstand me.. but reli, sumting's missing between us.. we nid to fix dat sumting fast, b4 tings get worst n outta control.. tho i dunno wat dat sumting is at the moment...

haiz.. i reli reli hope u guys dun tink dat im talking nonsense or anyting.. mayb u guys shud take sum time off n tink abt tis too.. then mayb.. u guys will realise.. dat sumting we used to haf.. is missing...

no skul today.. polling day or sum shit like dat.. n no plans either.. well, jon n the rest planned sumting for today.. n since they're all quiet last nite n tis morning, not bz wit further plannings, tink it's cancelled or sumting.. but anw, my mum's bz experimenting wit sumting new.. my bros r playing games.. n im left wit noting reli beta to do than reading books to kinda improve my bad eng.. dat was when i realised sumting reli reli important...

i haf a major time management problem.. i suddenly realised dat i've been reli reli bz.. wit noting.. well, bz tryna improve my bad eng is 1 ting.. but another is, well, juz been bz.. so bz dat i haven been realising dat im missing out lots on a lot of tings dat's been goin on these days.. i miss out on the info dat my dear kor, says, has not been smoking 4 a week already.. n shaff tryna stop smoking too.. n zah making sum promise dat she shudn't break.. cos it's a challenge or sumting like dat.. n i dun even noe if sumting reli big is goin on in jonn's n kavii's life.. haiz.. i seriously nid to sort out my priorities.. n of cos, my time.. make time for my family, my frens, my own personal space, etc etc etc...

okie.. let's start wit time for my family.. lately, we've not been goin out together s 1 whole family.. evry1's bz wit their own stuffs.. especially me.. well, yeah, i do get frustrated sumtimes when i haf to spend all of my time wit my family doin noting reli important n dat amount of time can b spend on sumting dat i'll enjoy doin instead.. but rite now, we're reli missing out a lot.. so i guess i'll juz haf to suggest goin out together for cycling or sum activities dat we can do n enjoy s a family...

now, for my frens.. i've been goin out a lot wit nes n gang.. so much dat kavii, zahh n me haven been goin out ALONE.. i repeat, ALONE.. w/o the boys.. the last time we took neos together was early jan, if im not wrong.. after dat, we went out s a big group wit jonn, says, shaff n sebast.. apart from these 2 groups, my old frens also wanna haf time out wit me.. sumtimes, my cuz too.. im kinda torn apart bcos sumtimes the days dat they want me out wit them clashes wit my frens n other frens.. of cos, it's not always dat i go out wit my cuzzins, especially those who rarely ask me out n those who stay further from my area.. so.. i guess i'll haf to work my way wit time.. haha.. mayb, i haf to tell them to not ask me out on a last-min basis.. but dat's the ting abt me.. im always deciding n planning on a last-min basis.. so can't reli blame u guys out there.. now, i'll haf to change my ways.. always plan ahead wit my cuzzins n old frens.. bcos my present frens always ask me out...

my personal space, which means either reading book, mag or juz singing/dancing n listening to music or having sum other important ting to attend to.. dat's y.. now i haf an organizer.. haha.. yeah, i noe i noe.. im not sum1 who reli follows wat i write down in the book.. but hey, u guys can't deny dat it's kinda a gd start rite...

hmm.. lucky for me.. i dun haf a boyfren to attend to.. so dat's 1 priority less.. n boy!.. m i glad!.. if not, i'll b neglecting him n my frens when they nid me the most.. well, dat is if they nid me *shrugged*...

but anw, i gtg now.. gotta do sumting on the net.. hope i'll come up wit sumting beta to post abt the next time.. i mean, surely u guys get bored reading abt the same ting like almost on evry post.. so, yeah.. gonna do wateva i haf to now.. then mayb if i haf an interesting ting to post abt, i will...

how frustrating can it be??.. i can't sleep the whole nite bcos my neck's in pain.. n when it's morning, there's a bump coming out from the side of my neck.. it's kinda big.. n i can't reli move my head n neck.. dat's y i didn't go to skul today.. again...

did practically noting at home xcept reading mag n book.. n i decide to go online.. n when im online, there's barely any1 to chat wit.. dat's y im like posting w/o any real purpose n story to talk abt.. im kinda listening to music n doin tis at the same time.. listening to the click five currently...

dat's abt it for now.. cos im reli reli bored.. i'll try to find sumting else to post abt.. lol...

did noting much actually.. went to my religious class in the morning.. then had to stay for a meeting.. oh ya.. did i tell u guys dat im involve in a camp ting?.. dat's rite.. im facilitating a camp.. n another very funny info is dat im the head facilitator wit my partner.. i didn't noe dat farid wud make me hold dat lot of responsibilities.. too bad im kinda bz on mothers' day huh.. but it wasn't reli dat bad bcos i've celebrated it in advance wit my mum on fri.. so i'll give way for my dad n bros to celebrate wit her *smilez*...

i sat in the conference room at the mosque wit the other facilitators, logistics, safety & welfare members of the camp.. brought mariam along.. since she's free to b a facilitator too.. n bcos i noe she had experince b4 tis.. we discussed abt lotsa stuffs.. not dat the person in-charge didn't had wat to do in mind, but bcos they nid more opinions on certain tings.. in a way, we gave a lot of ideas pertaining to the activities held n evryting.. wow.. i didn't noe dat discussing abt camp's activities n stuffs like dat cud b reli fun.. well, was in the conference room from 2pm to 4.30pm.. dat was a whole 2 1/2 solid hrs.. but luckily, my butt didn't hurt.. when the meeting's finally over, i went to eat wit mar n another fren.. then mar went home while my fren n myself made our way to west coast park.. to meet my family n sum of my fren's frens, who were playing soccer there.. actually, we're all frens.. haha.. then my dad played soccer wit a few ppl there, guess he kinda made frens wit them.. then we went to the supermarket b4 making our way back home...

at home, surprised my mum wit flowers.. she was reli happy.. at least i tink dat kinda make up for all those boring tings she's been doing at home... *smilez*

i noe i noe.. it's not mother's day yet.. but it's oni bcos my aunts can't make it on sunday so they decided to bring forward the celebration.. dat was y i was a bit moody n angry in the morning.. cos my mum dun allow me to go swimming wit my frens bcos of the mothers' day celebration ting...

but it wasn't reli dat bad larz.. cos after evry1 woke up n had our breakfast, we watched "im not stupid too" VCD dat i borrowed from shaff.. at last!.. they watched.. i mean, we watched as a family.. i reli reli luv dat movie!.. it's very sensitive.. cos im like goin thru sumting like dat.. so, feelings involve in the movie n mine were kinda same.. i cried again at the same parts dat i did when i watched wit kavii n zahh at the cinema.. there were parts dat i noticed my mum cried too.. didn't see any sad reaction from my dad, but i won't assume he didn't feel or understand anyting.. bcos he's 1 who hides his real feelings deep inside.. hee.. guess i inherited the same ting from him.. reli hope they'll understand y i reli wanted them to watch dat movie.. oh well.. after watching dat movie, we kinda did our own tings.. i went into my room n read a book.. while the rest did sumting else in the living room n kitchen, which i dun reli now wat cos i wasn't paying much attention xcept being in my room the whole 4 hrs.. before my mum came in n asked me to start ironing s we'll b goin out soon.. n u noe how soon dat was?.. an hr later, which makes it 4.30...

it was a ladies nite out.. so my bros n dad had to stay home.. :D .. met my aunts n grandmas at PS (Plaza Singapura, not Playstation for those dumb ass out there who dunno).. went to buy presents for them b4 dat tho.. evry1 was reli happy.. so was i cos i got to meet my cuzzins.. we ate at swensen's, exchange presents n stuffs.. i was happy to c dat all of them were reli2 happy, bcos it's suppose to be a mothers' day celebration...

then i went to shop wit my mum.. went to buy 2 fox tees which were on sale.. it's reli nice.. dat's y my mum agreed to buy it for me.. n anw, i nid sum new tees n clothes.. hope to go shopping 1 day, b4 my b'day or sumting wit my whole family.. i'm looking forward to buy jeans, more clothes, bags n of cos, shoes!.. cos my wardrobe will do wit sumting nicer than my dull ones now.. hey, come to tink of it, i haven been buying new clothes since ages.. how sucky is dat?.. u guys wudn't wanna see my wardrobe...

so i'm reli looking forward to the GSS (Great Singapore Sale, for the same dumb ppl), dat's when i can pester my dad to buy new clothes n stuffs for me.. hee :D .. juz hope dat he'll agree.. *fingers crossed*

skipped skul today.. was too sleepy to go.. cos haven been getting enouf sleep n i was juz too lazy to get my ass off my bed...

but anw, actually, i had other plans.. which is to go swimming wit nes, yani, ian n gang.. cos it's ian's b'day today.. but my mum's being an ass.. she wudn't let me go.. saying dat i've been going out too much n stuff.. like.. wat the hell.. i was gonna ask her along u noe.. i was reli pissed lar.. she said dat i had to renew my passport n stuff.. but in the end, im still stuck at home...

so dat's y i dun haf anyting much to post on rite now.. but nes, yani, ian, junda n ibrahim had a blast at JE swimming pool.. n yani said i missed out on all the fun.. arrrgghh!.. i hate my mum for tis.. but oni for now.. lol...



P.S: anw, did i tell u guys dat my bag is abt to tear?.. lol, yeah it is.. dat's y i nid to buy a new bag fast!!...

for once.. i was early in skul today!.. reached skul ard 6.55am cos i had combined science practical exams.. for both physics n chem.. n i didn't reli haf enouf sleep.. cos was on the phone til dunno wat time b4 goin to sleep...

anw, as i was saying.. had practical today.. the paper for was damn hard!.. physics i mean.. i didn't even noe a shit abt the qns dat the paper consist of.. chem was beta but still.. no confidence to pass.. n im 100% sure dat i'll fail tis practical.. badly!.. haiz.. i seriously nid to get my ass working.. im lagging.. after finishing the practical, all of us tot we cud b dismissed.. unfortunately, we nid to b qurantine till the 3rd batch enters the prac lab.. how frustrating is dat??.. i've got a date today n tis had to happened.. lol.. actually, not reli a date lar.. it's juz dat an old fren asked me out to accompany him to pick out a present or sumting.. ivan tried goin off 1st.. but the chinese teacher tried stopping, n when to no avail, mrs chia had to call ivan back.. we had to wait in the AVA rm.. n for 2 1/2 hrs at dat.. damn long!.. then when we're in there, there wasn't even video.. n we can't even haf our hp back.. like, wat the hall.. luckily, i didn't give my mp3.. if not, i'll b bored to tears there n then.. n bad news is, we'll haf to do dat another 2 times.. for prelims n 'o's.. we spent our time in the AVA chatting, listening to mp3 n chatting away.. n guess wat?.. yang mei mei nids a makeover.. she's a fashion disaster!!.. enouf abt her already.. anw, we got our hp at ard 12.. n straightaway i go...

when i was nearly reaching clementi, he called n said he had a last min ting on n will b kinda late.. so i said ok.. well, at 1st, i tot of going home n then meet him sumwhere.. but when i reached mc, nes n gang r there n they were gonna go nes hse to chill.. so, i went wit them.. we didn't go 2 his hse tho.. juz to the gym.. then we talked, while ibrahim's on the treadmill n nes lifting weights.. then yani tried the treadmill n ibrahim asked me to try n lift a 5kg weight n was surprised dat i cud.. lol.. n then sumting funny happened.. ibrahim's pants tore!!.. it was so embarrassing lar.. for him n for me.. cos i was the only gurl there.. then yani n me talked abt sum stuffs.. kinda personal to him i guess.. but on the surface, it souned general.. n then i went to meet my fren in front of ginza...

we went to orchard to find his fav brand slippers, quiksilver.. 1st to wisma.. at the shop, he cudn't find the slippers dat he liked or was looking for.. so we looked ard for sum nice tees.. kinda got a few tips from him on how to choose a tee for a guy.. lol.. dat was reli interesting.. cos i neva been shopping wit a guy b4.. s in, the guy bring me to a guy-kinda shop n look ard.. while window shopping-ing, he bought tis colour band or sumting like dat from the nike shop, or at least i tot it is.. then went to pacific plaza, n the shop had sumting slippers dat he had eyes on.. well, he like 3 n asked me to help him choose 1.. i gave him my opinions n then he picked 1.. after picking n checking his size, we looked ard for tees dat might suit him so dat during the GSS, he can shop til he die.. lol.. guys these days r reli vain n metrosexual.. after dat, we went home.. we kinda talked abt lotsa stuffs.. his ex-gf, skul, frens n more.. when i was reaching clementi, a fren called me up n asked if i can haf dinner wit him.. it's kinda weird but it's true.. like, now, a lot of my old guy frens r calling me up.. either juz 4 a chat or to ask me out.. on a fren-fren ground.. in groups n stuffs.. so i did haf my dinner.. n on the way home, my leg juz cramped.. it was reli painful!.. n i had to walked back home in dat kinda state.. my parents were shocked n tot i fell or sumting...

im so glad dat im home now.. cos i've been out the whole day since morning.. so im gonna read a book again n then go to sleep...

today, s usual, was late again.. mr poon was being kind.. kinda let me go n sign in w/o singing the national anthem n taking the pledge.. but bad luck strikes, met david goh while walking to class.. then he was like, "late ah?..muz go sing national anthem 1st".. then i went, "but mr poon said dunid..he told me to go up straight to class".. then he started talking crap but decided to let me go back to class, provided i run.. so i did.. but when he was outta sight, i took my time n walked.. y bother.. 1st 2 periods r boring.. A math.. Malik.. then after going 4 MT class, wanted to go locker to take physics workbk.. but since we were kinda "stuck" there, we skipped the 2 periods of lameness n chill wit nes n gang.. then it was hist.. bcos i didn't take the test, i didn't wanna attend it.. but dunno for wat reasons, zahh n kavii didn't wanna go too.. can't reli blame them cos mr yee's class a total boredom.. haha.. we went to sit at the foyer, for fear of meeting teachers dat we weren't supposed to meet.. we kinda talked n crapped there.. had lotsa fun even tho it was pretty warm.. then went back to class 4 dnt.. can't skip these 3 periods as he oredy saw me in the morning.. but it was kinda cool.. cos we were only slacking.. n tmr we nid to meet him to get our material list confirmed n corrected in order to start our practical, which is like totally late ar.. we're seriously lagging.. wait.. IM laggin.. lol.. then found out dat there's chem vap.. i decided to skip it too.. since i haf to go IMM to buy sum wood stuff from daiso...

met nes, ian, darren n darren's fren.. they followed me n then we went to eat at mc.. nes n ian started saying dat i was dreaming abt the coke, trays n evryting.. n dat i was laughing at the air, or sumting like dat.. it was reli funny.. lucky for me, i didn't choke on the burger dat i almost choked on.. then took 183 n went home wit nes.. started crapping n talking shit on the bus.. then 4 a few mins, we kinda had noting to talk abt so listen to our own mp3 n MD.. then a nice topic suddenly pop up.. so we began talking again.. went for 1 big turn.. then stop at the same bus stop near nes's hse n chatted til 143 came...

so now im home.. n busy planning stuffs n goin to read a book soon.. zah's eng improving so i haf to brush up on mine too.. lol...

there's no exam today for me.. n other A Math students in my class.. but the bio students had their prac test i tink.. n after the whole session of bio prac, they even had a test set by ms wong.. pity them.. hope after all tis extra lessons n lotsa tests, they will score when their 'O's come..

anw, enouf abt tis already.. as i didn't haf to come to skul due to no exam, had plans to go out.. went out wit nes, yani, ian n amir today.. actually, wit kavii too.. but she had bio test n it ended ard 1.30.. as i can't go home late, we went 1st.. hope she wasn't too pissed abt dat.. when we reached Clementi, we went straight to buy the tix.. n damn, the 11.00am show started 20mins b4 we arrive.. so we had to watch the 1pm show.. we decided to buy the tix later then went to eat at KFC.. i seriously can't eat wit them ard.. there's so many tings n crap dat they talk n joke abt.. dat it seems as tho it's almost impossible to eat n swallow my food properly.. haha.. no offence if u guys read tis.. but it was fun tho.. nes drew a pic of yani wit chicken legs.. it looks reli like yani.. hee...

after eating, we went to buy the tix.. it was half an hr earlier.. so we sat at the stairs like we've got nowhere to go after buying sum snacks from 7-11.. yani tried forcing me to drink vanilla coke.. cos i told him dat i dun like the taste.. lol.. then we went to sit in the theatre.. while tryna find the seats, nes can't stop saying, "jojo's hot..i luv her".. til ian n amir got tired of it.. hahaha.. we sat at another place.. who cares since there's no1 looking aftetr who's sitting at whose place.. we went to the very last row, only to decide to to sit in the row in front of it.. nes jump over.. n he helped me over cos yani's already in.. n i dun wanna b at the sides.. so the sitting order was amir, yani, me, nes then ian.. while waiting for the movie to start, we juz start talking abt jojo n other stuffs.. when the movie started, we watched wit total concentration.. especially nes.. then he keep on asking if jojo will b in her bikinis n stuffs like dat.. then i said sumting like, "guys r the biggest liar".. then nes argued n say dat not all.. oni sum.. then he said he dun lie.. n said dat if he lie, he'll say sumting like, "u're very pretty".. n i went like, dat's a lie.. n said dat he's tryna prove dat particular point.. lol...

after the movie ended, we discussed abt sum stuffs.. then took 183, all the way to nes hse, then i got down at the bus stop near nes's hse n waited for 143/51/30.. alone.. lucky for me, nes waited for the bus to come b4 goin home.. so sweet!.. lol.. ok.. wait.. dat was a joke.. i guess.. (",)...

so dat's all.. oh ya.. then i went lib wit my bro.borrowed a lot of books.. then go home.. now nid to sleep...

bad luck strikes again!.. was late.. then when i wanted to board the 196 bus, it broke down.. how shitty was dat??.. ivan n zhao xiang (or howeva u spell his name) was also in the bus.. we had to wait for another 196.. n it was raining heavily.. darn!.. i cud haf juz walked if it wasn't for the rain u noe.. so i decided to call mr john lim, for fear of not being able to take the exam n sent to principal, from which i oredy got a warning from.. told him evryting.. went into skul n saw him.. went up the stairs straightaway.. then zhao xiang was shocked dat ivan's in the same class as me.. then praised ivan for being for clever.. then ivan replied, "u're the 1 who's stupid".. lol.. they were talking in chinese btw.. so made our way to class.. ms wong didn't scold cos i told mr john lim to inform her.. heee.. smart me.. saved me the agony of her nagging...

so paper 1 was a bit hard.. kinda do the compo anyhow cos i didn't haf any idea.. i started on it 15 mins b4 the bell went off, which was ard 9.30.. n damn i finished a page n a half.. as for the letter writing, i dunno wat to say abt it oredy.. but paper 2 was beta.. even tho im not reli confident dat it was a great 1.. mayb i'll juz pass it at least.. mariam n siti was having the same idea broke down ting.. lol.. so i guess we're kinda done 4 exams tis term...

after dat, we had no plans.. well.. nobody, the usual gang, had any plans.. so, zah went out wit marla n aini.. kavi n i decided to go eat wit nes, yani n co.. it was reli crazy goin out wit them.. can't stop laughing for sum reasons.. 1 of them will surely crack a joke soon after 1 FINALLY died down.. anw, decided to go IMM cos nes wanted to eat at BK n IMM's the nearest outlet.. junda didn't follow.. so it was only nes, yani, ian, amir, kavii n me.. it was totally hard to decide wat to eat there.. sum wanted to eat at LJS while sum wanted MC n BK.. in the end, we went to eat at BK, amir bought food from mc n sat to eat wit us.. it was lucky dat i didn't choke on my food.. was practically laughing while eating.. if it was a severe bad luck day, the food wud haf gone down the wrong way...

after eating, we went to best denki n went ard watching tv.. lol.. u read rite.. we watched madagascar, spongebob n i 4got wat's the other 1.. n we were all laughing bcos it was reli hilarious.. then kavii n me start tempting nes wit tots of aquamarine cos nes is totally in luv wit jojo n he haven watch it yet.. then we went to daiso.. yani wantted to get socks, but we ended up walking ard wit nes n ian poking me wit dat "wand" like stick n pretending as if they weren't the 1s who did dat.. which was pretty obvious to me it was them.. lol.. then he started his romeo & juliet ting to me.. juz bcos he wanted me to try on the reading specs.. lol.. next time nes!.. ok, wait.. dat wasn't a promise ya.. then nes went to look at cameras while yani, kavii n me sat outside eating sumflower seeds n ian n amir went to buy choc pie from LJS.. n they got addicted to it.. gd job kavii!.. after nes finished looking at the cameras, he came out n sat behind me.. then he started joking abt yani gonna turn into a sumflower tmr bcos yani ate a lot of sunflower seeds.. then started telling the tale of "little Johnny".. u guys wudn't wanna hear it.. cos it's total crap.. n bcos of dat, yani stopped eating.. haha!.. yani's so funny.. n random at times.. then we took 183 back home cos yani can stop at clementi mrt, kavii n me sumwhere in front of skul n nes at kent ridge interchange...

anw, bcos nes die-die wants to watch aquamarine, mayb we'll b watching it on mon together wit the rest.. even tho i've oredy seen the movie, i still wanna watch it again.. oh raymond!!.. dat hottie!.. haha.. guess dat's all for today.. wanna go sleep.. oh ya.. did i tell u guys dat my body's aching all over today?.. lol.. yeah it is.. n it's all bcos of yesterday's fun-filled activities...

yay!.. i went to sentosa.. my dad allowed.. but mum must follow.. haiz.. who cares.. as long as i can go.. but it gets pretty irritating sumtimes...

anw, kinda got there later than expected.. well.. oni my mum, shaf, kenny n me.. dat's bcos we went to buy stuffs for them.. like tuna, bread, chicken rice n nasi lemak.. jon bought batts n drinks.. n of cos s usual, choc for me.. luv my bro.. lol.. he dotes on me.. *smiles*.. anw, was kinda in a bad mood when i 1st came cos my mum was nagging along the way.. guess wat i wore.. bermudas, tee n a cap.. + contact lens.. lol.. but after a while, i was ok oredy.. then started setting up the place.. correct the mats.. pluck in mp3s, batts.. then got down n eat.. b4 starting any activities...

after eating, went cycling.. yeah, i haven got into the water yet.. the sun was kinda hot n it was already pass 11.. which means the sun is giving out UV rays.. lol.. learnt tis thru work experince.. but let's not go to dat now.. the bike renting place was damn far.. so zah n i had to tumpang jeeva n ahamd there.. butts hurt for dat moment!.. anw, the 6 of us went cycling (jon, sebast, jeeva, ahmad, zahh n me).. says, shaf n kenny went to k-box after going into the waters.. n kavii didn't wanna go.. but she neva tell us dat she 4got how to ride the bike.. well, ahmad was a bit piss.. cos if she had told us dat earlier, we cud get a bike 4 2 ppl.. so we went ard sentosa, wit ppl looking at us as if they've neva seen ppl cycling b4, which was totally dumb.. then went to into the 'jungle' which was reli steep.. it was going uphill n downhill.. then there was a couple of incidents where sebast knee locked n he wasn't able to cycle for a short period of time, fortunately, n jeeva got cramps all of a sudden while goin uphill.. lol.. guess we reli nid all the exercise huh.. after 1 n half hrs of full cycling, we went to return the bikes.. it was ard 3.30 then.. so, we went on the beach tram.. while on the tram n cycling, saw a lot of cuties.. *smiles*.. n saw 1 guy who looked like raymond!.. omg!.. zahh shouted, "dat guy's hot!..".. n i tink he heard her.. lol.. he muz haf found her hot too.. then on the tram, ahmad did sumting which was reli embarrassing larr.. he saw 3 chinese gurls.. the 1 in the middle had a beta figure n face.. so he whistled, hoping dat she'll turn ard.. but unfortunately for him, the plumper 1 turned.. he straightaway looked sumwhere else.. me n sebast ended up laughing like crazy.. n to make matters worst, it seems like the gurl tagged him.. they took the same beach tram dat we took n evryting.. it was freaky.. ahmad was a bit freaked out!.. haha.. then we returned to our place by the beach, which brought us to tuna sandwiches.. we were starving of cos.. after eating the sandwiches, we jumped into the water.. then the guys went to change.. cos it was oredy 5+ goin 6...

the sun was kinda goin to set then.. the view was so amazing.. so nice.. so calm.. then suddenly my mum's mp3 was playing avril's songs.. from complicated to nobody's home to happy ending.. it kinda brought me back to my memories.. beautiful memories.. which were ruined not too long ago.. haiz.. didn't want it to affect my mood, i pulled myself together n pretend to b like normal.. after changing n evryting, we head back home.. jon was late for his work.. poor kor.. then ahmad n zahh went to eat b4 ahmad send her home by.. MRT.. lol.. the rest of us took bus, 97.. sebast n jeeva alighted at my hse bus stop n deliver the radio, mats n other unwanted stuffs back to my doorstep.. thx guys.. *smiles*.. then kavii alighted near the stadium n my mum n me the next stop.. we went to ayer rajah food court to meet my dad n bros to eat.. i ate ice kacang only.. was soothing to my stomach tho.. then we head back home.. dat was ard 8 juz now...

so now, im reli2 tired.. after the fun-filled day.. from cycling to swimming to joking n talking n crapping.. so all i wanna do now is lying down on my comfy bed n sleep.. bsides.. there's eng paper tmr...

shit man.. today's a bad luck day.. i came late for skul.. as usual.. cos i can't reli wake up due to deprived sleep hrs.. if there's such ting.. but anw.. when i came in, kavii was holding her hp n then she passed it to ms wong.. then she told me ms wong talking to my mum.. abt y lately i've been absenting myself from skul and always coming in late for skul.. well, i wasn't exactly in trouble wit my parents.. but wit the skul.. cos my mum told her dat im always sick, having headaches, gastrics, etc...

then she came into the class n call me out.. she wanted to talk to me.. in my heart i was like, "shit.. tis nagging's gonna take a long time.." n damn i was rite.. she nagged abt y i neva sleep early, y neva wake up earlier, y neva tis, y neva dat, etc.. i juz gave her sum bullshit ans.. but more like excuses.. guess she figured dat out too.. then she started saying abt my absenting rate which is catching up wit ivan's n so is my always coming to skul late.. but seriously.. isn't it at least beta dat i still come to skul instead of keeping my ass in bed.. teachers shud reli b grateful for dat u noe.. then she gave me a warning.. if im still coming late n not coming to skul, she'll give my name to the principal.. man.. not again....

anw, enouf abt all tis warnings given to me.. she nagged at the whole class too.. cos tmr we dunid to come to skul s the rest of the sec 4 express class r having their pure physics practical test.. she said, "dun go n watch movies.. u haf no choice but to study study study bcos tis yr's ur 'O' levels exam.. very important".. n u noe wat happened the next ting dat she's outta the class?.. ahmad went ard asking if we wanna go sentosa tmr.. lol.. how contradicting is dat?.. MONITOR summore.. tsk tsk.. n for dat, im gonna say tis.. 4/4 is very fortunate to haf a monitor like ahmad bcos he looks after our interest.. as well as his.. lol.. dun tink he'll read tis post rite.. even if he reads tis, he won't do anyting.. haha...

anw, dat's it for today.. can't reli use the com for too long today.. will update u abt tmr.. if im goin sentosa dat is...