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`iLLuSioNs Of A LiFeTiMe....
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Monday, June 16, 2008

|| Questions After Questions... ||

Dear you,
I thought I was the only one with questions..
Didn't think you'd have your fair share of questions..
Nevertheless, I was so glad we had that talk..
It has reassured me..
And I believe it has reassured you as well..
A few days ago..
I feel that it's all ending when it hadn't even started..
You couldn't imagine how restless I felt..
But now that I know how you really feel..
I could see THIS going long way...





.... After my questions were ans...
... I feel a whole lot better, really..
... You make me feel better every time..
... And right now..
... All I wish for is..
... Many more happy days ahead..
.... And that THIS doesn't end....


2:18 PM


Monday, June 09, 2008

|| BBDC... ||

As a first-timer enrolling for license..
I didn't really know what I had to do or where exactly to go..
So I made my skin thicker a bit.. And asked ard..
And I'm glad I asked ard..
So after printing the allocation slip, I went up to the 3rd floor..
Supposedly to b my classroom.. BUT..
There were several classrooms..
So again, I asked ard..
For BTL 1.01..
It was pretty much what was in the book..
Reading it beforehand gives me a better understanding..
Hmm.. If only I do this in sch..
Maybe things would have been a lil different..
Back to the topic..
The lessons were pretty ok..
After my BTL 1.01, I went for BTL 1.02..
Since I was already there..
After which, Abg picked me up and then we went to eat..
Then we returned his Uncle's bike, and took his scrambler..
We both missed it..
We went to Vivo because he wanted to go watch Kung Fu Panda..
While waiting for the movie to start, we walked ard and keep ourselves occupied..
Was pretty fun you know.. =)
After that, he sent me home...




Dear you,
I'm so glad we talked abt it..
I felt more relieved and comfortable this way..
I hope this doesn't change anything...




.... After a long wait..
... It actually is happening....


3:21 AM


Saturday, June 07, 2008

|| Butterflies In My Stomach.... ||

After working on fri..
Abg fetched me from work..
Went to Beach Rd to sew something on his uniform..
Then went to meet Jannah, Dyla and the rest at Mind Cafe..
But because they were gonna play til a bit later, we didn't joined in..
Instead, we went to eat at Macs, across the road, at Paradiz Centre..
After which, we meet them after they are done..
Walked towards Dhoby Ghaut MRT station cos Jannah & Kak Dyla have to go home..
Since Abg and me don't have plans, we just chilled at Wheelock's Starbuck's..
With Yazid, Farhan, Epul & Mim..
They were totally hilarious..
Somehow Abg could actually find something to talk to them abt..
It was rather interesting to listen to how guys talk and what they talk abt..
It's fun to actually sit down once in a while with them..
Because they can talk abt almost everything..
And that's when the lame parts will come in..
Before the last train leaves, Yazid & Farhan made a move..
We waited for Fitri, Shay & Luqman to come..
After which, we went to eat at ECP...

With them, there was a lot to talk, to laugh, to joke abt..
It was like never ending..
After eating and enough crapping around..
We went to the beach..
Oh oh.. And then something scary happened!..
Shay, Fitri and me experienced in while we were in the toilet..
I thought I was the only one..
But then Shay heard it too..
And when we asked Fitri abt it, he said he heard it too..
Not sure if we were hearing things..
But we sure heard it..
Was kind glad that Fitri was in the toilet with us..
Even though he just stayed at the washing area...
So they left, we left..
Instead of goin home to sleep, we went to lepak at WCP instead..
This is because..
Later in the morning, Abg have to book in camp by 8am..
While I have to go to work at 9am..
And if we go back and sleep, we both know that we won't be able to wake up..
So he sent me home at ard 5.45am..
After I got home, I though maybe I could sleep for an hr before work..
FYI, I can still wake up if it's a 1hr nap kinda thing ok..
But unfortunately, I can't.. Cos of something..
So I had to stay awake the whole day today..
I almost went crazy the whole day when working..
But I was pretty unusually hyper...

Time check; 10.25pm..
Im gonna go out later..
Meeting Shafiq..
Kinda miss him A LOT..
So til the next post..
Take care everyone... =)




Dear you,
I've always wondered if you've picked up the hints..
And no doubt..
I got my ans today..
Upon receiving it..
I was happy, delighted, etc..
I kept smiling all the way..
And thinking if this was all just a dream..
But at the same time..
I was kinda scared..
The fear is there..
Fear of losing everything that we once had..
If THIS doesnt work out..
I'm not even sure if there is a THIS..
But I believe..
If THIS is what we choose..
We'll be taking it slow..
That's something for sure....





.... No one can fully describe...
... What I'm actually feeling right now...
... It feels too good to be true...
... Though it's kinda sudden...
... I feel relieved to know that you feel the same...
... And I wasn't the only one....


10:38 PM


Sunday, June 01, 2008

|| Girls' Day Out... ||

Went out with Nadia, Babe, her bestfriend and the bestfriend's lil brother..
Met them at SAFRA Mt. Faber..
Bowled for a while..
Then took a bus to Vivo..
Though of watching a movie..
But then we've all watched most of the movies already..
So we walked around before feeling hungry..
Oh btw.. Netasyah's lil bro is sooo cute!..
Very nice to disturb him..
Then went to Toys 'R' Us to play with the toys..
I felt like a 14 yr old seh!..
Hehe.. Cos the girls with me are all 14.. =)
Saw Imran working there..
Such a coincidence..
Plus I actually forgot his name for that 10 secs..
Oh wells..
Then went to LJS, packed the food and stuffs..
Went to eat at the open space on top of Vivo..
I forgot what's that place is called..
Sky park or something, I'm not that sure..
The we sat down..
Talked and laughed while eating..
It's really nice getting to go out with Babe and Nadia..
It's been a while since I last met and talked to them..
Kinda missed them..
Not forgetting the rest..
Especially Adek...

After Netasyah went home, I waited for Abg to fetch me and then go mkn..
Then walked around for awhile before Babe and Nad decided to 'abandon' us..
So Abg and I went to eat at BK..
After which, we went to Shell..
No paddle pop, but then I got another ice cream..
Finished up on my ice cream..
Then he sent me back home..
Sat under the blk for a while..
Before I go back home...




.... Sometimes I wonder..
... If the hints I dropped were obvious..
... And if you've picked them up somehow...


11:43 PM



|| Accept It.... ||

I didn’t wanna choose..
Only because..
I wanted you to decide instead..
If you had used the belt..
Maybe I’ll still be talking to you right now..
And things wouldn’t change so much..
But you chose what you chose..
I don’t think I can just forget everything..
Nothing is ever going to fix the scar you left..
And I definitely am not talking to you anymore, unless necessary..
Because what you have chosen..
Changed everything..
Even me…




.... I'm not perfect...
... And I'll never be....


4:19 AM


|| The GurL ||

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|| Widuri ||
|| Gemini ||
|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

|| Loves ||

|| MY SAYANG ||
|| KemRa ||
|| Music ||
|| Sweets ||
|| Chilling ||
|| Chocolates ||
|| Ice Creams ||
|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
|| Nonsensical & Immature Person ||

|| Wishes For ||

|| Bike License ||
|| Car License ||
|| Advanced Diving License ||
|| Estee Lauder - Pleasures ||
|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
|| More Happy Days Ahead ||

|| Speak Up ||



|| My Current Emotion ||



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