been having nite classes..
looking forward to all of the coming classes...
thx to mr melvin lim..
he's my motivator man..
i mean..
i nid more than motivation..
but seriously, at least im starting to start caring abt my 'O's..
n dat's a gd start..
it may b a bit late now..
but beta late than neva..
it's neva reli too late..
juz hope dat i won't regret it lar...
anw.. he's been fetching me, went for lunch together n stuffs.. i wonder if i shud get wit him.. guys r all the same.. well, at least dat's wat i tink.. n for sum fact.. they all do the same ting.. LIE abt evry single ting.. like.. wat the hell.. im not even sure if he reli luvs me.. evry guy can say dat.. wat can i say...
TALK IS CHEAP.....
anw.. he's been fetching me, went for lunch together n stuffs.. i wonder if i shud get wit him.. guys r all the same.. well, at least dat's wat i tink.. n for sum fact.. they all do the same ting.. LIE abt evry single ting.. like.. wat the hell.. im not even sure if he reli luvs me.. evry guy can say dat.. wat can i say...
TALK IS CHEAP.....
8:37 PM
thank gdness..
i've been dreading tis oral ting bcos of the pic n stuffs..
lucky i did fine..
my pic ting was beta..
i've improved..
had sum advice from ms chan n kavii..
lol..
n it was reli cool..
cos it was abt frens..
n i talked n talked n talked until i tink the examiner juz wanted me to go away..
haha..
juz pray dat it'll b fine..
n not get a pass 4 it...
10:53 PM
SI suddenly sux..
1 of those who all of us tot wud b the top 3 went out..
like..
WAT THE FUCK!..
i knew it..
mathilda's way beta..
fucking hell..
so disappointing...
1st was rahimah.. then now mathilda.. so who's next?.. beta b joakim or jasmine...
1st was rahimah.. then now mathilda.. so who's next?.. beta b joakim or jasmine...
9:43 PM
I'M OF NO VALUE TO ANYONE .......
10:56 PM
Fucking hell lar!..
jasmine's n joakim's fans shud reli open their ears wide n listen to how they sang lar..
so fucking irritating..
their singing sux to the core..
n bcos of dat, the beta 1, rahimah, went out..
seriously, voters nid to vote properly lar..
mfg!..
shatter people dreams juz like dat..
total crap..
n s'pore's another idiot..
y in the fucking world did they make the decisions based on juz votes??..
it's unfair lar..
bcos the judges noe beta..
fucking hell...
anw, enouf abt SI.. i've got my result for the MT 'O' level.. it sux.. seriously.. i got a fucking B3.. i was sad.. bcos it means retaking.. waste time oni.. but no other choice.. i reli nid a beta grade.. kavii was being reli2 emo.. cried n all.. even b4 she got her results.. n she cudn't stop.. mg....
anw, enouf abt SI.. i've got my result for the MT 'O' level.. it sux.. seriously.. i got a fucking B3.. i was sad.. bcos it means retaking.. waste time oni.. but no other choice.. i reli nid a beta grade.. kavii was being reli2 emo.. cried n all.. even b4 she got her results.. n she cudn't stop.. mg....
7:51 PM
pon skul today..
there was noting reli interesting anw..
plus there's sum presentation shit ting..
so decided to go swimming..
n i did..
wit zah, yani n sebast..
saw zach boarding a bus in clementi..
wat he was wearing was juz cool..
he look reli hot, i've to admit (juz dun b too full of urself if u read tis zach..lol)...
8:30 PM
s u guys noe, i've been goin to watch SI (it stands for 'Singapore Idol' for those idiots out there)..
im supporting evry1 except jasmine n joakim..
these 2 terrible singer r still freaking in the competition lar..
irritating like hell..
finally emilee's out..
then again, jay shudn't haf been voted out tis week..
haiz..
singaporeans r stupid sumtimes..
when it's a singing competition, they vote for those wit looks n style..
making the better ones outta the competition..
i wonder wat the government if up to lar..
oh ya!..
for those who wants to watch SI live, i can help u get the tix sumhow..
but oni for those who supports RAHIMAH!!...
yeah, i noe dat exams r very near.. but dat doesn't mean we can't let out our stress sumtimes.. im oredy vexed enouf wit the stuffs dat's been goin on at home.. honestly, sumtimes i juz feel like running away from home.... from evry1..... sumtimes even worse......
im suicidal.......
yeah, i noe dat exams r very near.. but dat doesn't mean we can't let out our stress sumtimes.. im oredy vexed enouf wit the stuffs dat's been goin on at home.. honestly, sumtimes i juz feel like running away from home.... from evry1..... sumtimes even worse......
im suicidal.......
10:46 PM
hey ppl..
sorie for not posting for a very long time already..
m very bz wit skul stuffs..
very bz wit music..
furthermore, can't reli use the com so much now..
n my 'O's r coming..
it's reli pressurizing..
i mean, im not in the slighest 'panic' zone..
yet..
i dunno y..
im not getting the 'o' levels jitters yet..
haiz..
confirm gonna flung it lar..
looking at my mid-yrs result is gd enouf to send my parents to the hospital..
im not wishing of cos..
it's juz sum sort of example ting of how bad my results is..
n im obviously not proud of it...
my mum had to come down to skul to settle sum stuffs wit the teacher.. n she unneccessarily told my teacher sumting.. n dat stupid david goh.. stupidly told my mum to ask me drop my dnt.. like.. wat the fuck?!!.. my A maths r failing me.. if i drop dnt too, dat'll b the end of my 'o' levels.. i was reli2 damn pissed lar...
sum1 help me!!.. i nid more than motivation!!.. i can't get my ass to study..
*shakes head*
my mum had to come down to skul to settle sum stuffs wit the teacher.. n she unneccessarily told my teacher sumting.. n dat stupid david goh.. stupidly told my mum to ask me drop my dnt.. like.. wat the fuck?!!.. my A maths r failing me.. if i drop dnt too, dat'll b the end of my 'o' levels.. i was reli2 damn pissed lar...
sum1 help me!!.. i nid more than motivation!!.. i can't get my ass to study..
*shakes head*
8:10 PM
