Wednesday, April 25, 2007
|| My Apologies... ||
Im sorie if the change in me was too drastic juz now.. i've tot it over.. im doin tis so dat u wun get the wrong idea abt us.. i reli wish to remain s frens.. for now.. n forever actually.. so i wun wanna change anyting rite now.. n for another fact, u can say dat im not ready yet...
9:46 PM
|| It's Coming Back.... ||
I recognise tis feeling.. it's coming back again.. i shudn't feel like tis anymore.. not in any of these 3 yrs to come.. i nid to concentrate.. it's not love.. nor hatred.. it's a feeling of.... i juz dun wanna talk abt it.. i dun....
9:17 PM
|| It Never Fade Away, Does It?... ||
I haf always wondered.. if unwanted memories cud b forgotten.. or juz fade away in the back of my mind.. if oni those memories cud b erased.. i wud b more than happy.. i hate it when memories like dat flood back in time.. i hate to b reminded of those tings.. s a matter of fact, i juz dun want to b remembered of tings like dat.. u can say im bein emo if u like.. or juz anyting else dat u see it s....
10:09 PM
|| Slacking At Home.... ||
yeah.. im slacking at home.. not goin out or doin sumting fun.. not gonna go to work later cos i nid to complate all my hwm..so i cant b on for so long.. til tmr...
2:10 PM
|| A Very Long Day.... ||
At last im back home!!.. today was such a long day.. started at 9, ends at 6.. witlots n lotsa lectures.. i nearly died of boredom there if not for the AE lecturer.. very tiring.. the last 2hrs was quite brief cos we were let off earlier.. thank god!..
i dun wanna talk so much here.. i juz wanna slam onto my bed.. im working morning tmr.. so yeah.. early gd nite!
8:53 PM
|| Jam & Hop Rocks!!.... ||
Skul was awesome s always.. so after skul ended, we straight away went to the canteen to eat.. for all of us haven eaten since mornin.. after eating, Hadi n me went to the Student Affairs' Office to apply for a locker.. Shun n Razis followed too.. cos they still nid to buy their lecture notes.. so Hadi, Razis, Shun n me went to buy our lectures notes n stuffs after we got the application form.. after which Razis went to enquire abt his laptop cos he cudn't get it started w/o sum codes.. but i din wait for him.. i had to go home to put my bags n the lectures notes dat i juz bought 1st.. b4 goin out again later at nite..(",)
When i got back, i cudn't decide wat to wear to the event.. so i tot wearing wat i wore wudn't b dat bad.. i didn't get to eat at home b4 goin cos i was a bit late to meet up wit Hadi.. the others not goin cos they haf sumting on.. so it's juz Hadi n me.. met up wit him n then went to eat.. in campus i mean.. cos he was still hungry even tho he already ate at home awhile ago b4 meeting up wit me.. n while eating, he has quite a lot of tings to talk abt.. haha.. funny.. he's like a different person when the others r not ard.. at least dat's wat i've observed so far.. n my observations r always rite.. but anw, we talked abt anyting dat we can while waiting for his band mate, Azizi n his gurl, Iznur, b4 the 4 of us make a move to the sports hall...
Azizi n Iznur r cool.. they're friendly too.. so i had no problem talking to them.. n to b honest, tis Azizi guy is juz s funny n weird s Hadi.. haha.. rite.. so we watched the rest dance like they're high.. we din reli join in.. most of the time we juz observe, make funny n weird remarks/comments n then laughed our heads off.. n uh, evry1 was so funny.. the awkward dance moves, to funny facial expressions.. it was so cool.. after the event ended, we went ard the skul, exploring the places dat Hadi n i dun even noe exist.. ok.. actually we wud haf known if we had spent more time in the campus.. lol .. but anw, after crapping there, we made our way to the mrt.. along the way, Iz n i exchanged our no. so dat we cud keep in touch.. it was reli fun hangin out wit them.. both of them dropped off 1st, then Hadi n after me...
i took the last bus home.. i did slept in the bus for quite a while.. cos was reli tired.. but i woke up when i was in bukit batok.. so of cos.. by then, i din wanna go back to sleep.. i stayed awake for the rest of the journey.. reached home juz now ard 12.40am.. so now, i reli hafta go to sleep cos tmr im having a long day at skul...
*YAWNS*
11:59 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
|| Club Crawl.... ||
Today is 1 of the fun day i've ever had.. during lunch, Julyha, Hadi, Razis, Shun n me ate at food junction.. n after eating, we still had 1/2 hr b4 the next class starts.. So we started talking abt usual stuff when Julyha suggested telling jokes instead.. Hadi started the ball rolling.. Shun can't resist holding back his jokes, tho we all noe dat he was still tryna get use to being wit us, his new frens.. he started telling all the lame jokes dat we've neva reli heard.. we laughed so hard until our stomach hurts.. Julyha n me even cried.. haha.. we had a reli great time.. n then in the computer & programming lesson, i made a comment dat started Julyha n Iskandar laughing.. gosh.. dat was 1 of the most funniest moments...
After dat lesson ends, we went to the campus's sports hall to check out the clubs n interest groups.. Hadi already decided, even b4 tis, dat he wanted to join archery n live audio.. Razis, Azwan n me were still tinking.. in the end, Azwan n Razis join archery too.. i join archery too, along wit live audio.. haha.. yeah.. same s Hadi.. Shun join kayaking.. he was oso tinking of joining the guitar club, but afraid dat there'll b no1 dat he noes.. s for Julyha, she disappeared wit her other frens.. so i dunno wat she plans to join or already join...
Had a tiring day today bcos of the lectures n stuffs.. so im gonna iron my clothes for tmr n then go to sleep.. tmr's another early day... =)
9:38 PM
|| Cool Frens Do Cool Stuffs Together.... ||
Haha.. i noe dat i told sum of u dat my new target for tis yr wud b not being late for skul anymore.. n guess wat?.. i was late juz now.. -bleahs-.. n funny ting is.. Hadi n Razis still waited.. in the end, the 3 of us ended up being late for the 1st lecture, on electrical principles, for the day.. but anw, there wasn't reli any lecture cos the lecturer wanted to get sum tings straight on his 1st lecture wit us.. lucky us.. then it was lunch time.. Hadi, Razis, Julyha, another new chinese guy n me went to eat at the south canteen.. yeah, we ate without Azwan today cos he went wit his new frens.. haha.. we din reli mind.. in fact, we tink dat it's gd for him to interact wit his other classmates.. he'll b spending most of his time wit them anw...
after skul, we went to woodlands library, to return the books i borrowed.. then Hadi, Razis n me walked ard causeway b4 buying bubble tea at sweet talk.. after which Razis bought food for his bro n went home.. so Hadi n Me find a spot to chill.. haha.. he totally changed my 1st impression of him.. he's quite talkative actually.. n i like it dat way.. cos then, i wudn't hafta b the 1 talking all the time.. haha.. Hadi if u're reading tis, no offense aite.. heh :P.. but anw.. we talked.. n he was from the same sch s Amali.. then Amali bcame the next topic.. then we talked abt his band, gigs, other bands, music, etc.. u noe.. the usual stuff.. we din reli crapped a lot tis time tho.. it seemed s tho we talked abt more "serious" stuff.. haha.. dat sounds a bit way off.. but anw.. it started to rain n i tot i shud probably head home.. n he had to meet his manager for an outing.. so we made a move....
i took 963 back home.. n i slept halfway thru the journey.. haha.. not reli neccessary was dat?.. the sleeping part n all.. im juz tired rite now.. so uh.. til tmr...
8:01 PM
|| A New Beginning.... ||
Hey hey ppl!.. 1st day of skul was awesome!!.. my frens were great!.. they're so cool dat i dun even mind goin to skul early in the morn anymore.. heh.. n to add to dat, i cud actually pay more attention in tutorials, lectures n practicals.. can u believe dat?.. believe it.. widuri's finally paying attention.. haha.. noe wat.. ever since tis new beginning, where there's no1 i reli noe b4 in the campus, i cudn't feel more happier.. i hope dat tings will b even beta in the yrs to come.. n dat tings will neva change or get worst.. (",)
9:47 PM
|| Shopping !.... ||
Yay!.. went shopping today at JB.. bought a lot of stuffs.. to "prepare" me for skul.. haha.. tis includes buying new shoes, sandals, pump shoes, bags, etc.. went oni wit my mum n Ilham.. he got sum stuffs for himself too.. he wanted to buy a fashion specs, but my mum dun allow.. oh well.. but he reli looked smart u noe.. haha.. went home after buying the neccessary stuffs.. took a car back home cos we're too tired to wait 4 a bus.. reach home a few mins ago.. i so tired.. so im gonna get sum sleep aite....
11:56 PM
|| 2nd Day Of Preparatory Math Class .... ||
So i met them in the morning at woodlands mrt n then we went to campus together.. today was worst.. thru out the class, my class attendance dropped.. from 7, to 5, then 3 til the end of the class.. those 3 r actually me n my malay guy frens.. Azwan was bein a total seleng today lar.. from morning til the time my mum actually met them.. noe wat, Razis said dat was the most seleng moments Azwan had.. haha.. by tis time, Hadi already left cos he'd b working....
We dropped off at woodlands.. after which, Razis n Azwan went home.. My mum n me went window-shopping.. but i ended up spending.. bought a tee n a belt at giordano.. then we waited for my dad n ate at pizza hut.. woah.. it's been quite a while since i last had pizza.... yum!
11:12 PM
|| 1st Day Of Preparatory Math Class .... ||
Ok.. noe wat.. im the oni gurl who actually attend the maths class today.. but its oni bcos the rest or the gurls din sign up for it, sum bz n the other 1, who i m comfortable talking to, was sick.. n so i did wear the orientation tee s planned wit the rest of the guys.. but being the oni gurl wasn't reli dat bad.. at least i made frens wit th rest of the guys already.. n fyi, oni 7 ppl from my class attended today's class.. haha.. c how the numbers r descending....
so bcos priscilla din come today, i had no choice but to eat wit the 2 malay guys.. they're cool, so, yeah.. n during lunch, i made another new malay guy fren.. he's Razis's fren, from manufacturing engineering if im not wrong.. but anw, tis guy is another total selenger guy.. haha.. at least, dat's wat i tink uh.. but at the same time, he's fun, tis Azwan guy.. Hadi already met him yesterday so he wasn't reli feeling awkward.. So we xchanged numbers n yeah, i din c tis coming, we were together til the end of the day, til they dropped at woodlands n marsiling.. oh.. did i mention we even made a plan to meet up tmr b4 goin to the preparatory math class?....
10:56 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
|| 2nd Day Of Orientation .... ||
today was a whole lot beta.. i interacted more.. wit the other guys in my class.. u see.. there's 21 students in my class.. 5 gurls, the rest r boys.. among the gurls, im the oni malay, 2 chinese, a china n a thailand gurl.. among the guys r 2 malays, 12 chinese, 1 malaysian n 1 china guy.. so yesterday, there were 18 of us who came, including all gurls.. today, oni 9 came.. haha.. dat was when i suddenly remembered the secondary skul days wit my class.. n today, oni 2 gurls, including myself, plus 7 guys came.. today's activities include a 2hr preparatory math class in the morn, lunch, followed by sports activities.. n then i was off early to enquire the documents dat i hafta submit for the interest-free notebook loan ting.. there, in the office, i made another new malay guy fren.. in the same course s me, but diff class.. n weird ting is, we din ask for each other's name.. haha.. dat's not an issue tho....
then i went to work.. came a lil late, but who cares.. oni my managers.. haha.. ended at 10.. n finally reach home a mins ago.. n now, im tired.. n i hafta turn in cos tmr there's dat 6 hrs math preparatory class....
11:57 PM
|| 1st Day Of Orientation .... ||
Got up early today..
went to campus wit saiful..
meet up wit him at redhill 1st..
then we were on our way to campus..
along the way, we din reli talk much..
cos i was actually tinking if i will make a lot of frens today..
matter of fact, i cudnt sleep the whole night tinking abt tis..
but then i told myself not to worry cos even b4 tis, i had no trouble making frens in pri n sec sch..
a new environment is always healthy...
The whole orientation ting started at 10 but we hafta report there at 8..
can u believe dat?..
i cud haf slept for another hr..
but anw, we were in the auditorium..
there were sum performances for us n then we went for a tour of the campus n the important places dat we shud remember, like the e-learning room n stuffs..
after dat, we had to take a survey n then checked our timetable..
then we had our lunch n went to listen to sum briefing ting in the lecture theatre abt the e-services for students..
n then we hafta meet our Personal Mentor (PEM) who will b wit us for these 3 yrs..
each class has 1 PEM..
after which, we can go back...
Ok.. so let's recall..
how many frens did i make today.. hmm..
3 altogether..
all of which r gurls, in my class of cos, which i reli talked to..
abt stuffs in general..
so i guess making 3 frens on ur 1st day of orientation wasn't dat bad huh..
after all, it's oni the 1st day.....
11:23 PM
|| A Week Before .... ||
Finally.. back from wherever i had gone.. it seems like time past reli fast these days.. it's a week from now dat skul actually starts.. n before i even knew it, tmr's my orientation day.. after getting my sucky results n applied for poly, i was still bz wit work.. but still.. im still glad dat i can still step into the poly world.. i realised i haven reli kept in touch wit my frens.. anw, i shud turn in.. im tired from work n i hafta b up early tmr.. im meeting saiful so dat we can go together w/o actually looking like we're both lost kids....
11:48 PM
