During the calmness of the dark blue sky..
The oni time when she feels safe n relax..
In the comfort of her room n bed..
She was reading ur posts..
N Suddenly..
She cudn't believe wat she was reading..
She is shocked to noe dat u haf those feelings for her..
Though she picked up the signs from the very beginning she met him..
She juz shove it off bcos she wants a true frenship..
At the same time..
She din tink dat by trying to n understanding u, it has made her the most important person in ur life..
She is confused abt how tings got tis way..
She dun wanna hurt ur feelings..
She dun want u to feel wat u felt back then..
She dun wanna break any1's heart..
She wants the frenship to continue as normal..
She wants to b juz frens..
Close frens..
She sees u juz as a fren..
Not the way u see her, she has to admit..
She's flattered to noe dat sum1 loves her sincerely for who she is..
She's honoured to noe dat u'll put her 1st b4 others..
She's not after any guy..
She juz haf lil crush evry now n then..
N then it's gone..
Yes, she's single..
But she dun wanna make herself available..
She is juz too scared..
Or perhaps she haven reli moved on..
She juz dun want history to repeat itself..
She has had enouf of the pain..
So for now..
She's gonna pretend dat she dunno u're talking abt her..
She dun wanna make tings awkward...

sorie to haf been gone for soo long ppl, to those who has been reading my blog dat is..
was juz soo bz during a week b4 n after raya..
din haf time to update...

so sem 2 has started..
frens r still the same..
i've gained new ones tho..
lecturers n tutors r better..
i found dat i cud concentrate more now..
dat's reli a gd ting..
no side-tracking..
ah wells...
been hanging ard more often wit Is, kak Atiqah n Razis during breaks..
n if they're having another lesson, i'll b having my break wit Razis, Azwan n Ivan instead..
dat's my daily routine..
wat happened to the class u may ask..
well basically..
let's juz say tings r bound to change after sum time..
even if u dunno y...

so it was hari raya..
1st day was horrendous..
sumting happened.. haiz..
n then for the rest of the days..
went visiting n all.. non stop seh...
then met several ppl..
dat i always look forward to meeting.. =)
n yeah, i cudnt haf felt better...

dat's basically it for now..
i hope much doesnt change soon...
take care ppl...

heyhey..
i figured dat im gonna b very2 bz soon..
due to helping my mum out wit the orders n stuffs..
so expect a dead blog ya...