s i've said, i didn't go 4 chem extra lesson today.. so i guess kavii was a bit upset.. well, i tot of telling her abt yesterday.. but i dun want her to tink dat we wanted to haf fun w/o her.. n true enouf, she found out sumhow.. from jon cos when he called me early in the morning, my mum ans-ed the call n didn't noe dat jon had his loudspeaker on.. but 1 ting i cudn't take it dat morning was dat she was rude to my mum.. haiz.. dun wanna elaborate further abt dat.. it juz bring more.. pain?.. anger?.. i dunno...

yeah, it's not says b'day yet.. but he's juz celebrating it in advance alongside wit his bro's b'day.. it was an ok day lar.. quite fun.. from all those photo taking session.. (those who went wud noe wat i mean) *winkz winkz* cos kavii didn't reli talked to me.. n when i talk to zahh, she didn't talk to zahh also.. pity zahh.. bcos of me, kavii didn't reli talk to her juz now.. then i dunno wat happened.. sumting went on between abg, zahh n kavii.. well, at least dat's wat i tink.. or shud i say.. it's wat i felt?.. haiz.. i dunno..

after goin to says b'day party, shaf suggested goin to west coast park.. so we went.. my mum, bro, zahh, shaf, jia qing, wee hin, rui qing, keng lun, daph, sebastian n me.. well, shaf cud see dat i was a bit disturbed n uneasy.. well, yeah.. i was disturbed.. a bit.. bcos of the sudden secrecy between the 3 dat i mentioned juz now.. of cos, i won't reli probe zahh or anybody into telling me.. kinda realise dat it wasn't my business to noe.. haa.. but anw, we kinda sat at on top of the pyramid web there.. hmm.. let me recall.. the last time i sat on top of it was wit abg.. but of ocs.. dat was.. let's see.. 3 yrs back?.. yeah, sumwhere ard there.. after daph n sebastian went home, cos their parents fetch them, n the rest went home too, we sent zahh to the roadside to take a cab home.. again.. i cud see dat she wasn't too happy n disturbed n uneasy n etc after she talked to abg.. didn't reli wanna make it worst 4 her.. then my mum, bro ,shaf n me went to the 7-11 at ginza.. i dunno y.. we had a lot to say to each other.. we crapped, especially shaf, s usual.. of cos, he didn't feel like goin home too.. well, me too actually.. lol :P.. finally, when police arrived to catch sum stupid mats who kinda relaxing there, we went home.. it's oredy 1+ oredy.. n im sleepy now too.. so, dat's abt today's event...