suddenly seabass suggested goin to my house after skul today to eat.. it was pretty weird n funny tho.. cos he said he like my mum's cooking.. but of cos i was ok wit dat.. then kavii told my mum to cook cos they wud b coming over... my mum's ok wit dat too...

anw, i dunno y but.. i bcame very emo during malay class.. i seriously dunno y.. after skul, was suppose to go back home straight.. but i needed to talk to my darl.. well, it's oni bcos i nid to clear tings up wit him so dat tings wudn't seemed so messy.. yeah, i cried.. i wanted to let go.. but cudn't bring myself to.. dat was y kavii n zahh got angry at me.. sorry guys.. then suddenly, aini got angry too.. saying dat she was waiting 4 us at the foyer n we were in the canteen.. i seriously didn't noe dat she was waiting!.. n bcos of dat, she was angry at zahh n kavii too.. but they too dunno dat she was waiting.. then in the bus, she said dat she's worried 4 us bcos of our studies n dunno y we're still caring abt tis kinda shit...

dat brought all of us to tears.. yeah, i noe.. we're doing our 'O's tis yr n she's juz concerned.. but seriously, wat made her tink dat we're not concerned?.. afterall, it's our future dat we're talking abt here.. n if we dun care abt it, then nobody can help.. im sure the 3 of us noe tis, n we're trying our BEST to actually get our ass to get to work n not b lazy n slacking ard.. but to do tis, we nid to be strong n straight, physically, mentally n emotionally.. n rite now, all of us haf our own problems to settle.. yeah, we can try to postpone our problems to after the 'O's.. but by dat time, evryting will b too late isn't it... cos we wun b able to concentrate when those problems just keep haunting us, those ans dat u need to keep u going n evryting.. ppl who r not in our shoes wun noe n understand wat we're feeling.. seriously...