no skul today.. polling day or sum shit like dat.. n no plans either.. well, jon n the rest planned sumting for today.. n since they're all quiet last nite n tis morning, not bz wit further plannings, tink it's cancelled or sumting.. but anw, my mum's bz experimenting wit sumting new.. my bros r playing games.. n im left wit noting reli beta to do than reading books to kinda improve my bad eng.. dat was when i realised sumting reli reli important...

i haf a major time management problem.. i suddenly realised dat i've been reli reli bz.. wit noting.. well, bz tryna improve my bad eng is 1 ting.. but another is, well, juz been bz.. so bz dat i haven been realising dat im missing out lots on a lot of tings dat's been goin on these days.. i miss out on the info dat my dear kor, says, has not been smoking 4 a week already.. n shaff tryna stop smoking too.. n zah making sum promise dat she shudn't break.. cos it's a challenge or sumting like dat.. n i dun even noe if sumting reli big is goin on in jonn's n kavii's life.. haiz.. i seriously nid to sort out my priorities.. n of cos, my time.. make time for my family, my frens, my own personal space, etc etc etc...

okie.. let's start wit time for my family.. lately, we've not been goin out together s 1 whole family.. evry1's bz wit their own stuffs.. especially me.. well, yeah, i do get frustrated sumtimes when i haf to spend all of my time wit my family doin noting reli important n dat amount of time can b spend on sumting dat i'll enjoy doin instead.. but rite now, we're reli missing out a lot.. so i guess i'll juz haf to suggest goin out together for cycling or sum activities dat we can do n enjoy s a family...

now, for my frens.. i've been goin out a lot wit nes n gang.. so much dat kavii, zahh n me haven been goin out ALONE.. i repeat, ALONE.. w/o the boys.. the last time we took neos together was early jan, if im not wrong.. after dat, we went out s a big group wit jonn, says, shaff n sebast.. apart from these 2 groups, my old frens also wanna haf time out wit me.. sumtimes, my cuz too.. im kinda torn apart bcos sumtimes the days dat they want me out wit them clashes wit my frens n other frens.. of cos, it's not always dat i go out wit my cuzzins, especially those who rarely ask me out n those who stay further from my area.. so.. i guess i'll haf to work my way wit time.. haha.. mayb, i haf to tell them to not ask me out on a last-min basis.. but dat's the ting abt me.. im always deciding n planning on a last-min basis.. so can't reli blame u guys out there.. now, i'll haf to change my ways.. always plan ahead wit my cuzzins n old frens.. bcos my present frens always ask me out...

my personal space, which means either reading book, mag or juz singing/dancing n listening to music or having sum other important ting to attend to.. dat's y.. now i haf an organizer.. haha.. yeah, i noe i noe.. im not sum1 who reli follows wat i write down in the book.. but hey, u guys can't deny dat it's kinda a gd start rite...

hmm.. lucky for me.. i dun haf a boyfren to attend to.. so dat's 1 priority less.. n boy!.. m i glad!.. if not, i'll b neglecting him n my frens when they nid me the most.. well, dat is if they nid me *shrugged*...

but anw, i gtg now.. gotta do sumting on the net.. hope i'll come up wit sumting beta to post abt the next time.. i mean, surely u guys get bored reading abt the same ting like almost on evry post.. so, yeah.. gonna do wateva i haf to now.. then mayb if i haf an interesting ting to post abt, i will...