Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line
If a friend can't communicate what they want, that's too bad. You're no mind reader.

In Detail
If someone you care about has been acting oddly toward you, do not make any assumptions as to why they are behaving the way they're behaving. And by the same token, don't make excuses for them either. If they can't communicate their feelings or expectations to you, then that is their fault. You cannot take responsibility for it -- what are you, a mind reader? Nope -- which is why you shouldn't feel bad if they try to send you on a guilt trip. Don't go there!

Finally..
exams r over..
but i dun feel any difference.. reli..
afterall.. it juz is another boring day..
my maths paper was a disaster..
analog electronics was ok.. oni..
eletrical principles was oso ok oni....
but the passing part.. im not sure as yet..
today had computer programming paper..
it was not as bad as i tot..
thx for the last min tutoring guys (Is, Hadi & Razis)..
n the ting on the calculator.. it was useful.. hee =)
so after tis is juz holidays..
n im gonna work, work, work...
unless sum1 asks me out.. which i totally doubt so...

oh well.. so there r issues dat r not settled yet..
ok.. mayb not not settled yet..
juz dat.. noting's changed at all..
like.. apologising itself is not enouf..
i noe dat sumhow, im partly to blame n i realised dat now..
but in actual fact.. no faults r always caused by oneself alone..
one cannot bear all the faults himself..
there wud b other factors.. or person even involve...

n seriously.. im not satisfied wit ur reasons..
u kept quiet.. felt the way u felt.. ignored me.. u din even tell me wat was wrong..
n ur reason was.. u dun want tis ting to distract u from keeping ur focus on ur study..
like.. wat the hell was dat..??
did u ever, for a second, ever tot of how dat wud affect me?.. did u?
no, u din.. u din even care wat i felt.. all along.. those days..
y i continued feeling the way i felt.. not wanting to go skul n evryting..
i cudnt focus.. but did u care?.. no, u did not..
n now u dun wanna listen to my explanations, u wanna ignore me..
fine.. by all means.. do juz dat..
im soo used to these kinds of treatment..
these kinds of situation..
it's not the 1st time anw...

IM SORIE u cant accept me the way i m..
IM SORIE im not ur nerdy type of frens who pays attention during classes..
Who always attends classes..
Who always come to skul..
IM SORIE im not the rules kinda gurl..
IM SORIE im a rebel..
IM SORIE dat im an emo kid..
IM SORIE dat mayb im not the type of fren u were expecting to haf..
IM SORIE dat i haf too many probs goin on n i dun bother telling ppl abt it..
IM SORIE frenships wit n ard me never last as long as i want them to...

thx for evryting..
thx for the memories..
wat we haf then is juz another memory pictured in my mind now..
it has never lasted..
n i doubt it ever will....