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`iLLuSioNs Of A LiFeTiMe....
My Story To Tell
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

|| She Is......... ||

During the calmness of the dark blue sky..
The oni time when she feels safe n relax..
In the comfort of her room n bed..
She was reading ur posts..
N Suddenly..
She cudn't believe wat she was reading..
She is shocked to noe dat u haf those feelings for her..
Though she picked up the signs from the very beginning she met him..
She juz shove it off bcos she wants a true frenship..
At the same time..
She din tink dat by trying to n understanding u, it has made her the most important person in ur life..
She is confused abt how tings got tis way..
She dun wanna hurt ur feelings..
She dun want u to feel wat u felt back then..
She dun wanna break any1's heart..
She wants the frenship to continue as normal..
She wants to b juz frens..
Close frens..
She sees u juz as a fren..
Not the way u see her, she has to admit..
She's flattered to noe dat sum1 loves her sincerely for who she is..
She's honoured to noe dat u'll put her 1st b4 others..
She's not after any guy..
She juz haf lil crush evry now n then..
N then it's gone..
Yes, she's single..
But she dun wanna make herself available..
She is juz too scared..
Or perhaps she haven reli moved on..
She juz dun want history to repeat itself..
She has had enouf of the pain..
So for now..
She's gonna pretend dat she dunno u're talking abt her..
She dun wanna make tings awkward...

........Me...


11:14 PM


|| The GurL ||

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|| Widuri ||
|| Gemini ||
|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

|| Loves ||

|| MY SAYANG ||
|| KemRa ||
|| Music ||
|| Sweets ||
|| Chilling ||
|| Chocolates ||
|| Ice Creams ||
|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
|| Nonsensical & Immature Person ||

|| Wishes For ||

|| Bike License ||
|| Car License ||
|| Advanced Diving License ||
|| Estee Lauder - Pleasures ||
|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
|| More Happy Days Ahead ||

|| Speak Up ||



|| My Current Emotion ||



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|| Credits ||

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