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`iLLuSioNs Of A LiFeTiMe....
My Story To Tell
Wednesday, May 28, 2008

|| After So Long.... ||

I skipped sch today..
Planned to get MC at first..
But because I got the excuse letter from 12pm til 3pm..
I decided to ask Iskandar to help me tap my card for the lectures instead...


So Abg POP-ed today..
From his BMC (Basic Medic Course)..
Hmm.. Wonder where he'll be posted out to next..
Went to his POP ceremony with his godmum..
Saw the men in green..
Tempted?.. Drooled?..
Lol.. Not me..
But some of them were pretty cute though..
Like the guards who were on duty... Heh =)

The ceremony started at 1pm..
And it ended ard 3+pm..
Then I saw Erwin..
Which was kinda unexpected..
Because I thought that he's still studying..
Oh wells..
Took a cab, sent his godmum to Bukit Panjang, then straight to his house..
Then I took a bus home, while he changed and all..
I got home and changed too..
Then he fetched me at our usual place at ard 6+pm and off we go..
Met his platoon mate at The Cathay..
Wanted to watch Narnia at Cathay, but then only left the front row seats..
So changed plans, go to PS instead to watch the movie..
Watched the 8.20pm show..
Second front row seat..
It wasn't so bad because we were at the center..
Then halfway through the show..
There was a major technical problem..
Lol.. So we got refunds..
Plus.. 3 entry passes..
Woohooo!
After that, Abg's friend left..
While we made our way to Spize, near Great World..
After which, we went straight home..
Which was around 11pm just now...





Dear you,
I don't know how we got closer..
Or when it even started..
I didn't even see it coming..
At first, it wasn't even like that...

When my friends started to ask about you..
When my supervisors say things like that..
When my mum started asking about you..
That's when I actually took the time..
To take a look at what they're referring to..
And then I, too, sensed it...

The way you care for me..
Everytime I'm with you..
You never fail to make me smile and laugh..
You just know..
What to do and say, at the right time..
And they're still playing in my mind..
And I appreciate it very much...

When things in my life..
Started to change drastically..
You're the one..
Who had been there for me for all those times..
You heard me cry non-stop..
When I feel like dying..
You'd kept me alive..
You saw me at my most vulnerable..
I don't think I'd make it through without you..
For that, I'm thankful...

Sometimes when we talk about some stuffs..
I could see the hurt you feel in your eyes..
During those times..
I really wished I could do something for you..
Just like you have been doing for me everytime..
Because the hurt that you feel..
I could relate to them..
And it's kinda the last thing I'd want you to feel...




..... I finally met HIM...
... But now that I have found him...
... I'm feeling a bit apprehensive...
... Because I'm not sure...
... If he sees me the way I see him....


11:49 PM


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|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

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|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
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|| Advanced Diving License ||
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|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
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