Tears were shed,
On the birthday itself..
Good or bad,
She couldn’t tell..
She faked a smile for everyone..
But they could see her eyes don’t shine…
Dear you,
Even though I don’t think you read my blog..
It doesn’t matter anyway..
But really..
My heart sank when you asked me about her..
Somehow, obviously..
You don’t see me the way I see you..
It’s sad and pretty disappointing..
But I’ve known right from the start..
To not expect anything from you..
Because if you were to find out these feelings I have for you..
Things might, or I dare say, will change..
For the good or worst, I am really not sure as yet..
But for now..
I’ll just remain silent..
I like the way things are right now..
And I wouldn’t want anything to change that…
…. And so she shall remain silent...
… Until you find out about it yourself…
… She’s just afraid...
… Too afraid…