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`iLLuSioNs Of A LiFeTiMe....
My Story To Tell
Saturday, May 31, 2008

|| Disappointed...? ||

Tears were shed,
On the birthday itself..
Good or bad,
She couldn’t tell..
She faked a smile for everyone..
But they could see her eyes don’t shine…




Dear you,
Even though I don’t think you read my blog..
It doesn’t matter anyway..
But really..
My heart sank when you asked me about her..
Somehow, obviously..
You don’t see me the way I see you..
It’s sad and pretty disappointing..
But I’ve known right from the start..
To not expect anything from you..
Because if you were to find out these feelings I have for you..
Things might, or I dare say, will change..
For the good or worst, I am really not sure as yet..
But for now..
I’ll just remain silent..
I like the way things are right now..
And I wouldn’t want anything to change that…



…. And so she shall remain silent...
… Until you find out about it yourself…
… She’s just afraid...
… Too afraid…
….. To lose you….


7:38 AM


|| The GurL ||

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|| Widuri ||
|| Gemini ||
|| Down-to-earth ||
|| Open-minded ||
|| Fun-loving ||
|| Gd Listener ||
|| Quiet At Times,Otherwise Very Hyper ||

|| Loves ||

|| MY SAYANG ||
|| KemRa ||
|| Music ||
|| Sweets ||
|| Chilling ||
|| Chocolates ||
|| Ice Creams ||
|| Singing ||
|| Perfumes ||
|| Making Frens ||

|| Hates ||

|| Liars ||
|| Two-faced Freaks ||
|| Empty Promises ||
|| Nonsensical & Immature Person ||

|| Wishes For ||

|| Bike License ||
|| Car License ||
|| Advanced Diving License ||
|| Estee Lauder - Pleasures ||
|| Lotsa New Clothes ||
|| Shoes ||
|| A Diving Getaway ||
|| Swimming with Dolphins ||
|| Calm, Peace & Serenity ||
|| More Happy Days Ahead ||

|| Speak Up ||



|| My Current Emotion ||



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|| Credits ||

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