I didn’t wanna choose..
Only because..
I wanted you to decide instead..
If you had used the belt..
Maybe I’ll still be talking to you right now..
And things wouldn’t change so much..
But you chose what you chose..
I don’t think I can just forget everything..
Nothing is ever going to fix the scar you left..
And I definitely am not talking to you anymore, unless necessary..
Because what you have chosen..
Changed everything..
Even me…
Only because..
I wanted you to decide instead..
If you had used the belt..
Maybe I’ll still be talking to you right now..
And things wouldn’t change so much..
But you chose what you chose..
I don’t think I can just forget everything..
Nothing is ever going to fix the scar you left..
And I definitely am not talking to you anymore, unless necessary..
Because what you have chosen..
Changed everything..
Even me…
.... I'm not perfect...
... And I'll never be....
4:19 AM
