U dunno what it feels like..
U dun and u won't understand..
Cos u're not me..
And u dont think that it's much of a big deal..
Maybe it's not a big deal to u..
But to me..
It is very much a big deal...
But it's ok..
I know that it's partly my fault, I admit it..
And I'll take the blame for that...
It's ok if u cant understand..
Why I'm not in campus most of the time..
Though I wished that u would..
Cos u're my bestfriend...
And I didnt know that by having a bf/gf..
Means that bestfriends have to drift apart..
That thought didnt even occur to me..
And I dont know what makes u think that way..
Because he totally understands our friendship..
And the way it works between us..
My having a bf doesnt mean that anything between us have to change..
I hope u understand that by now..
But more than I'd like to think..
I know that things wont be the same again...
11:58 PM
