Im only human...
No matter how independant I am, Im still a woman...
Who needs her man's constant care and showering her with love...
Who needs her man to show and tell her how much he loves her occasionally, if not frequently...
Who wanna get surprises from her man every now and then...
Who wants her man to appreciate her...
Who wants her man to accept her for the person that she is...
But I dont get that kind of treatment from you baby...
Not ANYMORE...




Pls baby...
Pls do not neglect me...
Pls do not take me for granted...

Dear sayang..
I knew that u made the decision impulsely..
I know that u still love me deeply, like how i still love u deeply..
No matter how much i keep on telling myself to jsut go ahead and move on..
It was almost impossible.. Bcos most of the time i was faking those smiles...
But all that has passed..
I've already forgiven you syg..
And now's a brand new chapter...


Putting all that aside..
I've made quite a number of new friends in the past few months..
Glad to have them in my life..
I also have a lunch buddy now.. *smiles widely*
Life is ok..
I can say that things are getting better..
Being back with boify really brings back motivation to do things..
Like i have always said, he's my motivation for evrything... =)
And being with the friends around me, the new friends made..
It's just not the same anymore..
And im very thankful to god for bringing these ppl into my life..

Work wise..
Stressss...
Yes, i do feel like leaving sometimes..
But i think that i wanna wait for the contract to end instead..
Experience purposes..
And then i'll try finding another job..
Possibly from the same place, but hired directly from the HR..
No more agents...
Starbucks is still my weekend job..
Of cos there's disagreements sometimes u know..
But i guess we all have to go thru that kinda thing..
I think Dhirah baby will agree with me on this...

Schling wise..
Im still thinking which part time diploma course that i wanna take..
There's a few choices for me to choose from..
But i'll take my time..
I need to save up for it anw...

I guess that's abt it..
Y'all shall wait for my nxt update then... =) Gd night ppl...

Made more new friends..
Got a part time job..
Started on it in Dec..
Got a full time job by end of Jan..
Started on the job..
It's ok..
Every job is stressful and tiring..
So it's nothing new...

Boify & me ran into some rough patch that wasnt that easy to get out..
But fortunately, we made it..
To the future, insyaallah...

So far..
Most of it are gd memories to keep...
Went out with my precious friends.. A lot lately..
It's like.. Almost every week, there's 1 plan..
Got my dream bike, like finally.. And loving it... =)
Went back to NYP to get my academic transcript..
Met up with poly friends.. It was ok...
And then after a few days...
I discovered something that was so disappointing...
But i got over it anw.. Too used to these kinda things...
Applied for several full time jobs..
But none ever replied..
I wonder if there really are many jobs opening..
IM GETTING SICK SITTING AT HOME ALL DAY..
Anyone has a job to recommend? =)
Other than this, upcoming events are soon..
Im so excited i can hardly wait seh...
To have fun with my darLingS... =)

Boify and me are getting on great..
Sure, there are times when we quarrel like any other couple..
But we never fail to make up and not drag it too long..
In short, we're understanding each other more than before..
I love him more and more too...
Now that he is gonna ORD soon, he's clearing his offs and leaves..
And also working at the same time..
But i sure get to spend more time with him now..
And he told me abt a plan of his that made me really happy... =)
But that's another story....

Let's list out who were present eh..
Girls were Dhirah. Baizurah, Farhana and me..
Guys were Azmi, Zahin, Indra, Nabil, Khalid, Maszlee and Zaim..
1st hse was Azmi's..
Tricked him and Indra that i won't be coming..
Both got irritated.. Hehe.. =)
Then went over to Indra's, after which was Zahin's and then Dhirah's..
Up til Dhirah's hse.. All hses have food...
Next was Maszlee's, after which was Nabil's...

Then we couldn't think of anymore places to go today so we decided to lepak somewhere..
So all of us except for Zaim who went home, went to West Coast Recreation Centre..
Initially wanted to play pool..
But bcos no tables we available, we went to play bowling instead..
It was fun.. Really fun..
Even though i din wanna play at 1st..
After bowling, Baizurah, Dhirah and Farhana went home..
The rest of us proceeded to WCP to eat..
After eating, we went over to jetty and sat ard for a while..
After which, Indra's katil and bantal was already calling him every now and then.. =D
So we made our way back home..
And that's y i got back home this late...

I really can't wait for everyone to upload the photos..
Precious moments...